i MUST blog today cos i want this day to be noted down.

today went back schools to find teachers give them my handmade messages [:
had big trouble deciding, sat in canteen and it just felt like, it's so extra and so nt my school.
it's the same old place, old tables, but it just dun feel the same. yeah.
miss the smell of dance studio..
watched the junior dnced the new CNY dance, aactually the dance is nt bad.
but could be more fang, be daring [: no problem. the rest laugh only can laugh at most 4 yrs wad.
:D juniors !! continue and pass down the passion of dance to ur juniors ok ! :DDD
miss sx crapping and wad laughter, esp the ms chin tsk. LOL!!

ok went dental later, omg so scary can, i hear the zzzzszzzszszsz wa, cti.
x-ray and stuff, and the dental say if the missing tooth is inside, we goonna have operation to extract it out. shocked me.
haaas, lucky dun have. den she dunno say wad put screws and stuff. too horrible to listen. omg.
my mum says when i was young, i wasnt scared of the dentist at all.
i visted the dental clinic in my pri sch like almost everyday -.- alone. are we good frens? lol.

like seriously, i dun know where all my courage went to.
i'm like nt even scared of roaches lah, i helped my grandma catched it and came up with the head only. but now i see roaches, omg run first.
at the zoo, i can play with snakes and chicks. hold them in my hands. but now how near can i go.
that day, when a fly commit suicide into my soup, i even took it out with my bare hands and thre it away..
haiz just miss the old days and i hope my courage will be back one day.

or mayb i gave it to my brother,
like any public events they ask for volunteers, he will raise his hands up.

think used to sleeping at such late hours :x
wonder how am i going to survive when school reopens.
esp when it's TJC, bedok. omg. but nt confirm though.
cross fingers that i would get in [: hahahha.

if not i wwill end up at nanyang,- the mini nchs. LOL
anyway shopped for CNY clothes tdy, cos last yr didnt buy.
haha, finally new clothes :D
going back to dance on friday, looking frwd. hope that we wont rot there. :D
& regina " u must join us " haha, is nyse now nathanyse ? LOL

actually, what will i do if i know tmr is my last day on earth?
a very good question. hmmm. i'll think about it.


& i keep forgetting it's 2010 january now.
why martin is mentioning me now and then in his/her blog.?
oh very impt !!
anw martin" u guy or girl?" i havent got it clear lah. confusing lol.


anyway winx ah, cheer up ok. although i dun know what's happening in ur class. but i know you really want to keep them together. i know u tried ur best. nothing to be guilty or frustrated about anymore. [:

cant expln why i woke up with such a weird mood. just don't feel like talking.
need some quiet space to breathe, and come to realise different things.
it's just not right

RESULTS DAY

oh man, results are coming out today really soon, about 4 + hours?
i'm practically freaking out now ahhhhh !
however, this is an ordeal that everyone must face, afterall life is not abt o levels.
buut, my soul cant rest, my heart beats irregularly, my mind keeps drifting away.
i think i will get high blood pressure / heart attack or sth.
and know what, my dad is gonna check my results on the internet. damn.

hai, just gonna let fate decide. :D
hope that the entire student body in NCHS get L1R5= 6 :DDD


NYJC EXPERIENCE CAMP 2010
" the amazing race was unforgettable, teamwork was clearly shown, cheers not only for our own grp but for the others. we win some we lose some, but it's nt really abt winning, but going through the process of cracking clues together. wonderful experience gained. it kind of feel comfortable in the group, mayb bcos they're all girls, with the same gossiping mind. hahas. lectures gace by students were interesting, how i hope i can present like them. :D finally gotten to know how to skate, at least stand up. i'm so proud of myself :D haaa. last but not least, thank you team 19 facil for being so caring yea. "


OPEN HOUSE MARATHON 2010
first stop : ngee ann poly
" shouldnt have gone, it tempts me to go into a poly now. hahahs, imagine food courts in ur canteen, swimming pools, gym and lotsa of cool stuffs. like suntec exhibtion halls,cafe, lifts and escalators!! damn cool. the design for all schools is like damn nice. :D people are caring and enthu and lotsa of goodies :D but talk is cheap, depends on results later [: "

second stop: temasek junior college
" the college's exterior look is old, but the facilities is quite good. though low-lying but very big. saw their mass dance, it felt so warm like home. and their dance is super good. :D love their auditorium :) the environment very green. yeah a good school. "

last stop: singapore poly
" well, the buildings are like newer and stuffs. but there isnt much to open to us as compared to np. erm so quite bored. the tour bus wasnt really planned well, and not much ppl around to guide us. so we felt like wandering souls. ok den seated train back and forth with regi "

ok last quote frm yh " i just wanna do well "

A LITTLE HAPPINESS

in life, there's always imperfections, but it it these imperfections that makes us unique.so there's nothing wrong being short or fat ! look on the bright side.

okay today is supposed to be the first day of school, not for me though.
i love first day of school only. cos i get to see everyone and it just feels like it's a meangingful day.

like you wake up for something, for lessons you look forward to. like everyday is spent worthwhile. unlike holidays, u wake up staring into space wondering what to do next. i mean how long u can eat ur breakfast and watch tv? 1 hr? 1 day ? 1 week? can u watch the entire yr? i really wonder what life goonna be when school ends.

oh gosh, i really feeel like i'm wasting time.

oh anw i change my blogskin again, cos i want to go simple this year. [:

here's are some decidations to ppl i would want to thank and rmb for life.

DENYSE TANG SHUWEN [ NYSE]
" ok well, i know u're proud of ck tang :) you may not rmb how we first talk but i do. was it" why u never send to me ?" den we xchange our numbers, i may not know when we became so close but it happened like with a blink of an eye. destiny is that amazing. to me, u're that fanatastic that all-rounded, anything is possible for u. whether is it dance, sports, studies and being a fren. ALL i mean all, u are so good. thank you or being such a good fren and acccompany these 4 years. yes, the studying for O LEVELS and the 444 we gone through, i'll never forget. haha, and of cos putting up with my mood swings and nonsenses. we'll go overseas tgt one day "

REGINA TAN SI HUI
" i dun know why u are such a good person to talk to, i mean abt old times, although most of the times u cant rmb. LOL anyway, i know if no one stops us, we can talk the whole day without running out of topics. our fate sealed when you ask me for my name and intro. i mean u're the second one who talked to me and we share the same passion. i mean 233, zhonghua sec, chinese dance and sitting right behind is more than conicidence [: life is just so sweet. anw after that we bcame really close frens, i can say u're the one who walk with me through the secondary years right from the start to the end. i'll nvr forget that bday present u did for me for my 15 bday ! thank you."

ALICIA CHUA JING WEN

" you might not get to read this, but i just wanna to say. you're another good fren who walk with me no matter what happens. when i am having cold wars with others, u'll stand with me. when i want to eat a particular stall that u may not want, u'll eat with me. when its my duty to clean the classroom, u'll clean with me. when i need someone to revise my work, u'll go with me. i know, i really do, for everything u've done for me. i feel really guilty to be not able to do as much for you, how many times i left u alone to have lunch, how many times i left u without a partner...how many times, i ignore your words. my dear alicia, ur friendship touches me. there arent any earth-shaking things u did for me, but these little little things i need everyday, u are there for me. thats what i call real fren. ;) ! thank you.. "

HENG WEN ZI
" we met in dance, i must admit i know nuts about you. but u're a unique individual who praises yourself without being shy at it. ok for once wenzi, u are pretty, cute and adorable. LOL.i know ur inner self is just like any other girl, who yearns for people to care and love. thats why u found us [: i may not solve ur problems, but i'll be there for you. there's no reason why. i know u'll be there for me too."

LOW YAN HAN
" okay u dont talk to me ur problems. so yup. u're a damn hardworking person. yh, you did asked me b4 why u work harder than others, but you still cant do well. i was stumped. really. i sometimes think like you do, others may seem slacking everyday and yet did so well, but all that hard work u've put in the whole semester gets wiped out all like that. but to answer this qn, as long as you worked hard, it is enough, u won the race. "

SIM SI XIAN

"you're like super kan de kai, thats good. i mean u dun take it to ur heart for the bad jokes crack on you. but humans do have temper, we will not cross ur limits :D u are one with confidence. work hard and you'll be the top designer [: "

EVANGELINE HO [martin]
" thank you for the accompany u gave last 2 years, :D really, those encouragement cards :) u're a really goood IMH chairman :D i know u're like ding dong one, but ur encouragement do work. esp for last year syf. [: we may seem drifted now, but u're like a fren that comes when i'm in need. "

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
May this new year bring you endless joys and laughter :D who realises it's tiger time now?


well a new year again, like last year we didnt have a countdown party,
but having a new year party insteadd. [:
this year is slightly different, while my bro is busy preparing for school
from making trips to popular, school, wrapping books. and here i am slacking to post [:
next monday school goona reopen but it doesnt much matter to me. LOL
oh well, w/o school but there comes lotsa of open houses to attend. :D
seee all at 12 jan with smiling faces cos of the good results.

haa, devils outing at pasir ris to celebrate wenzi bday is extremely fun de!

so sad sx missed it :D

went early to wenzi to surprise her with her bday present.

the buddha board. u would nvr want to see the I. haaaahaaa.

which made sx laugh for her rest of her life.

later went to pasir ris beach.

found a spot to lay our mat which is like one rectangle of out the greens, -.-

duper fun with regi riding the 2 person bike :DDD

screaming like mad, anw we need 5 minutes to start it everytime we stop. LOL

the bike cant control one. lol.

didnt wear spec all along den when i told regi when we were going to finish the ride den she shock until speechless.

so cooool with the food.

later went to the beach, trying to find a suitable spot

but got this one big big insect so we moved abt 3 metres away o.0

we found dead fish and sotongs on the beach. :(

we took their last photos for them. so good.

den we play fresbie? the fresbie dun like me so i GU LOR!!!!

went wang jiao cafe for dinner den headed home in 53 with regina.

for xiaobei :D hahahaaaaaaa.

more pics on facebook ppl. [:

MEERY CHRISTMAS [:

DEVILS FULL OUTING 28 BAAAAASH.