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Friday, December 4, 2009

you're just like a rainbow that shines through the skies after rain,

bring back joy after tears,

you come in many forms, in a disguise to bring love,peace and joy to me.

sometimes you're red, sometimes you're orange, sometimes you're yellow, sometimes you're green, sometimes you're blue, sometimes you're indigo and sometimes you're violet.

i've seen them all, but i haven seen your true colour - white

but i believe when that day come you'll be just like an angel soaring in me.

that purity and that tranquility.

every stage of life has its own colour, i know teen years is red.

becos red is our burning passion, our daring dreams, our bright future, our hopes.
when we move on and ages, what we want is blue, the blue sky and the calm blue sea, what we want is stability.
FRIENDS, i want to be with all of you to see how our lives changes colour every chapter.

so what i am going to say is we'll be FRIENDS but i cant say FOREVER.

becos FOREVER is just a too big promise to make, and i dont want to make empty promises.

how many of us are already hurt by the word FOREVER?

there's no forever , just be glad that we're now friends,. just cherish it and never regret. :D

i need a reason to move on, i really need it.

CKY ended @ 11:14 PM

Monday, November 30, 2009

photo of the chalet :D

erm, think it was friday we went to my cousin chalet

very nice le. the chalet, just like the swiss garden chalet i stayed in pangkor island :D

just saturday we went orchard to shop for my brother's clothes

and walk down orchard to see the christmas lightings. DUPER NICE :D

took lots of photo with christmas trees and raindeeer :DD

we end up in orchard central, cos my mum says the escalator very cool wor

den we went up and down, the shopping mall real cool de!

esp the design :D

and the scenery up at OC is even more beautiful

no doubts there will lots of couples. so our presence like spoil their mood. LOL

but who cares right, :D

after that we went to FRUIT PARADISE for dessert.

is like fruit cake tart. VERY VERY NICE!

but a bit ex cost abot $7.50 each D:

but ppl ! it's worth the price !!! hahahas.

next day is the first day of december, woah. 2009 is ending

i still have a lot of things haven accomplish yet :DD

Denyse MIA from 30/11 to 7/12

and i'll MIA from 9/12 to 16/12

i'll miss WENZI birthday so wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRST!

hope my trip will be enjoyable, but it doesn't seems so.

whatever, take this as a breather. :D

anyway, everyone has a job, i'm the only one slacking D:

okok, i shall learn to cook from my grandma :D

CHEERS!!

CKY ended @ 11:27 PM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

treasure this cos this is the most casual pic u can find among all at nchs prom night ;)

18 & 19 nov
feels terrible to stretch again, actually sch trg is much vigourous than kjk
um, plus i just resume it a week ago. MUSCLE ACHE !
have to learn dance steps of a opposite direction, and yea my mind can't just twist.
for a simple reason..
19 nov have great difficulty walking lols.

20 nov
this day was prom, after two days of dance, my body ache from shoulders down
cool right? it took me half an hour to get off the bed. :)
and watch CSI right till 3
i mean its feels so stupid to wear dress out of the house lol.
and ya with public transport. LOL
think very kz, but when we reach the venue is more KZ la, everyone. LOL
so still okok laa.
um anyway it was really bored.

23 nov
maybe that day was nov fool
went to sch early prepare like mad
den sit mini bus for 10 mins den received a call that the performance was cancelled cos the prog ran too fast. >.< damn idiotic can. LOL
waste my sleeping time. TSK.
wen to katong and karaoke. the place like north pole so cold
but at least its CHEAP :)

life is plain!

another sector of my life is ending - the secondary years.
yea miss the very first day of sch in sec one
i rmb i was blankly waiting in the canteen for everyone to assemble. haha
had a good two years with the very jokable 1E and pervertic 2E. [:
the most unforgettable scene was that everyone stood with me to deal with that sec 1 girl. thanks lots [: i'll nvr forget..
and the hand-fold stars :) & all e presents from everyone ;]
had another 2 good years with the more serious 3I and 4I
sec 3 was the in-between of letting go and accepting. it's hard to choose one.
but i can't accept if i dun let go right? life have to move on, since u all have so why not me.
thanks for every single support, martin [: ur love letters and failing art piece. LOL
and venessa! [: devils too (: to make these all less painful
and yea nvr forget u babes bake cheese cake. though is not that successful but i do appreaciate the gesture really, it's hard to express that how much i love you all. but ya i do [:
THANK YOU! I hope the process left u all good memories (:
and 3I thank you for the birthday song [: and every single of you who rmb my birthday :D
secondary 4 was a chiong year, everyone seems less bothered. but thank u again for taking time off to buy presents : devils and my gang lols.

thank you again for contributing to every moment of my secondary years :)

CKY ended @ 4:33 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

well, it have been really long since i posted a decent post.
haa, well i am not sure what to post either. LOL
i mean nobody would be interested with what u do everyday wad.
so ya, wait till more events are up.

there'll be definitely things to write on 18,19,20,23 nov
9-16 dec and 21 dec.

ok 13 nov came swiftly, but it's like not as excited what i thot it would be.
anyway, the journey to science centre made my day ( BODY WORLDS )
PERLY seemed that she want to go very much :)
anyway, the exhibition was cool :D really into human body.
oh ya, & chian yee made my day !!! hahahas.
super tired after that, took some photos :D
not sure why e journey to sci centre was extremely loooong. not loong lols.

14 nov was NC open house, open till we got ourselves open to performance on 23 nov
ya but like no p6 students. and ya shimin would loved what i am going to say next
i like CO 007 piece. :)
and later went shopping with denyse, it was not fruitful but at least we bought sth :)
my leg ache like mad, and we're like 2 bai ka at far east
dunno since when we joined regi's bai ka gang.
awfully pain la. LOL.

blame O levels, i now seems super detach from the world
but.. but... i will be back LOL
dun trust me. k la, someone pls update me things that are happen from july to nov.
k since martin wrote abt me, i shall write abt him too :)

MARTIN: keep imagining it, u will succeed. see u there, and rmb to take pictures !!! with PERLY. haha

you are a liar :(

CKY ended @ 11:33 PM

Friday, November 13, 2009

o level is over.
sorry but this is what i am only thinking abt

CKY ended @ 11:16 PM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

The rise and the fall of Chinese Dance.

In year-end 2006, we started our trainings for SYF 2007,
chang chou zhi wu. we practised for hours for alternate days.
i missed the times with seniors.
that dance, wa all new to the whole dance.
and no fans were allowed because it will affect our props.
i rmb=ed the V shaped most vividly, we practise and practise
from a V to a ^. that was also the year we first participate in SYF as central judging of Dances(Chinese Dance). i guess i was still innocent or noob u may want to call it.
the only thing i know is to get that peice of cloth out of me and smile :D
as SYF days got nearer, i wasn't as nervous as this year
i slept well and even have to mood to eat sandwiches on the car. :D
feel so guilty cos i know how exactly the seniors felt

then, i would sit there and wait for winnie to bun my hair.
stella to pin my toushi, xueyan to eyeshadow me, laoshi to draw eyebrows, ms tan to do my blusher (oh no !) and finally lipstick myself. (:
set of to SYF.
On the stage
i saw nothing but pieces of cloth
next moment, i was panting
next, out of the stage.
felt nothing no tears, only heard that it was very nice.
went back to school normal, not knowing the releasing of results.
it all happened in the canteen during recess when they type.
SYF results:
Chinese Dance : gold with... and we screamed!

in year end 2007, we already had our 2009 SYF dance
ji dong zhi wu. but then the population was only the present sec 4s and sec 3s.
by 2008 mid year, we included the sec 2s. and we trained
morning practices everyday from feb.
same old place with the same old practice
but i am standing right at the front instead with the group.
a sudden realisation that i am a senior now.

we practised hard too isn't it? the dance was so damn tiring.
no one can fully understand unless they danced.
i didn't switched on the fans too right? bcos i want you dancers to feel the hard work we put in and be happy that at least for SYF, there's air-con and we would performed better.
we sweat and we cried. luckily we drank lots of water to replace them. :D
we did cheers and i'm glad that chinese dance juniors are so enthu and passionate for dance!
i'm glad to see all of you grow [:

as SYF got nearer, i was damn nervous, keep walking to my bag to check if i had missed anything out. when i close my eyes, i would think about costumes, makeups and tou shis.
when the day finally arrived, i dint sleep well.
i hardly have the mood to eat my bread, i was rushing to meet dancers.
so i would at least have a companion of the same boat, at least its more secure.
now in 2009,
i helped to tie pony tail, pin toushi and spray hair
lucky i nvr help to put makeup or else. suree...
on the stage, i was so damn nervous , cautiously looking arnd to see if anyone drop their shabu
thanks for comforting me dancers, i am so happy to continue to dance.
next moment, ending pose
next moment, we went out crying with tears of joys.
first time, no one drop shabu, denyse broke the 3 times curse and i saw my juniors fully enjoying the dance, minimal mistake and i could really feel the "ji dong"

2009, we waited for our results.
we all pinned our hopes on gold and gold with...
but it was a SILVER.
we all cried, we just couldn't understand why.

although the results were not we wanted, we left no regrets.really none
regardless it's for the graduating sec fours or the only sec threes. really none. i can assure you. we really did our best. our fall lies on the judges, their stupidity. well, at least many professionals felt unfair for us. we ought to deserve more.

but for me, i feel that i had deserve more than enough, the passion for dance i saw in juniors.
the bonds that i could never see in other ccas. really, chinese dance to me is the best in nchs,
the best gift i can ever receive, the best experience i have in my entire lifespan and of cos the BEST of the BEST.
simply bcos Chinese Dance is my life.

Thank you for joining Chinese Dance, u made me saw the exact passion for life, you all are my best juniors !! I LOVE CHINESE DANCE !
be strong girls, we'll face it together.

CKY ended @ 6:25 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

everything has both sides ; negative and positive.
juniors and pals, it is how we viewed it.
laoshi say don think abt getting honours,
u may have 2 diff thinking
1. we are hopeless
2. she is trying to motivate us to push our limits

would u dwell on the first.
actually, the honours doesnt matter to me nor the gold.
what matters is that, we work as a team, as a dance as a whole
seeing you dancers putting ur upmost efforts.
despite our rantings u gave us your understanding.
what matters is the trust, faith and love within us.
the unbreakable bonds we hold for each other and
lastly the passion for dance.

so to my beloved juniors, don lose hope.
we have not yet compete so why be so certain abt the outcome
life is full of possibilities. what is impt that is to leave the stage gracefully
in hand with no regrets.
dont lose hope cos dancers don lose to themselves.

the least we could do is to trust ourselves and give our very best.
girls, i believe in you cos I LOVE YOU!!

tmr is our last practice, all the way, i know u can do it !!

CKY ended @ 10:15 PM