maybe i am selfish or yes i am selfish.
i have no choice, no route, trust me ; believe me.
but to find a way out, to protect my heart.
from getting hurt.
maybe it dies off, my tears shut off.
i no longer cry over this, really.
i think i became stronger and stronger after each tear.
she say i am suppressing, but not, i believe i am strong.
if i happen not to be there, i am sorry.

its a common feeling ;
i really dont know what to say or do anymore.