hidden away

HIDDEN IDENTITY




i am not sure whether i am thinking too much or wad, somehow i feel that we would nvr take such pictures again. even so, our smiles will change.


alright, end of term 1. well, a stressful term. ): its CA1 and its so stressful. not sure how to pull through the rest of the year.
today mr tan told us that he is staying because of the sec 3s, quite touching lurh. supposingly is we cry but his face like want to cry lah. but for guys, no tears. haha.
alot of things happened this week
everyone feel emo, be it in CLASS, EX-CLASS and even DANCE.
theres no where i can forget my sorrows.
anyway. XXX told me sth so i m replying him/her.


dearest XXX,
you must be surprise why i blogged it. so sorry but u have 100% confident in me den ur identity will be 100% confidential. sorry cos i need to save up for those mushy stuffs. you sms-ed me telling me ur troubles. i seriously not a good counselor , i dun know how to counsel ppl de lah. forgive me alright. i guess you had to just tolerate them and i guess they mean no harm. i understand ur feelings, everyone had its own limits they migh excede ur limits but just try to forgive and forget bah. thats wad frens are for( remembering you telling me that ). thats why god set up challenges and allow us to have friends for. these issues are common among frens, clear all misunderstandings and it will be alright.

I really do not wish to see anyone falling out of the clique, perhaps u all got a new name? or forgotten that this clique ever existed. however, for me, seriously have this clique is one of the happiest moments in my nchs life. i would nvr forget how we laughed together and studied together and being my moral support (: i dun denied that we distanced, but believe me our hearts still beat as one. the special bond btwn us are unbreakable. I missed everything that got to do with you all, you would never know how much it breaks my heart when i realised that i couldnt be with you all. you know how much courage it takes to let go of you all? i had no choice i had to let go, i cant be so selfish and let u all suffer with me. i rather suffer myself. i willing to. my heart is in 2 pieces, dun break it further with empty promises anymore. i just want to see you all smile that naturally again. hoping i had a chance to smile with you all..


LOVES & MISSES,

khaiyin (:



LIFE GOES ON EVEN WITH A BROKEN HEART AND DRIED TEARS