A little happiness

2011-05-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i have something to say, but i'm afraid of saying and I dont feel like saying.
Perhaps, these words and words have accumulated in my heart, to the extent that i can hardly breathe.
I'm lost, i lost all control of my emotions.
i let them lead me, hopefully to where i belong.
it is hard to survive.
What makes it worse is putting up that strong front in front of my friends.
There are definitely friends to laugh with, but there is none to share my sorrowness and my emptiness.
Because, i have not learned to open up.

i guessed, i won't in near future.
for this year, i sincerely hope that i have the strength to last me through the 6 months, the last tier. i wonder how is everyone doing. are they like me? obviously not.

One day, i will make my way up there and look down at those who thought that i cannot make it.
i promise i will.
watch me grow.
watch me get there.
watch me soar.

2011-01-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i want to go back and find things i once missed.
but, that's a luxury.

it's tiring, and maybe i wont even find it. things changed.
it is like going round a spot, for many,many times.

So, i tell myself to press on and move on, things missed are missed.
i wont go back and find it anymore, i just wont.

& never will.

i just hope, maybe it can come by again in the future.

2010-08-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

i seriously dunno.

just feel so emotional, i feel like crying,laughing and screaming all at once.
gosh, feel so abandoned.
but come on kid, learn how to face it alone, that's how you grow.

but again, i dun wan to grow, cause i want to stop knowing things,
the more i know, the more i have to take.

i'm so sorry to flood this blog with emo stuffs
but i only come here when i'm down
when i'm happy, i'm on facebook.
cuz facebook is just too public.

LIFE IS JUST ENOUGH. LET ME SEE THE LIGHT.

someone please tell me what to do and tell me why i'm into this alone thingy.

sigh,

2010-08-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

wa good job, my chatbox is filled with rubbish.
after ensuring that nobody read this blog anymore, it's kind of comforting that i may write what i want again, like shoots my mouth off like nobody's business.

the feeling is quite cool, trust me.

anyway, thanks ah driver, i almost fell out of the bus. thanks lots.
so i hope life is picking up its pace again after um 8 months of grilling ?
but nah, i am still as lost as in the past especially in maths tutorial. omy, must buck up man !
and next is like in guitar, hmmm ya i 'understand' everything.

eh, really dont know whether i should try to get into SYF or like just go with the flow.
but the flow i am going is confirm wont get in one haaa,
eh but come to think of it, even if i try i might not even get in.
considering i haven been exercising my fingers since like wad? like i was born?

k wadever, its damn hard to control. so i admire musicans.

today, i got back my 'v.badly done' SPA mock.
& i got nothing to comment.
ya that's it, i just feel like crying all my stress out.

I JUST HAVE ONLY ONE HOPE
to pull through these 2 years. give me strength to hold on.

2010-03-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

due to popular demand, i should just squeeze out one post. (:
whaat, isnt that good?

well, a term had passed, means i am in TJC for a term,
and hurray, still no new friends.
there isnt any "earthquaking" things to comment about, but feel so DAMN nostalgic towards NC & devils. !

and there's sth, i seem to have problem in every single subject, yup i mean every single one.
yea, at least BMW have problems with economics. claps, found 2.
urggh, hard to adjust, i hate staring at maths tutorial question for half an hour and keep liquidpaper-ing my paper!
first, waste liquid paper/ paper ( its still paper, btw)
second, waste my hair ( i soon have to visit beijing 101 )
third, waste time
and what, it really get on my nerves( or right into my neurons)

haaa, so is everyone happy catching up/reading in advance for TERM 2?
i can tell u confidently i am. NOT.

wad a big sigh.

@ TEMASEKK

2010-01-30T16:57:00.002+08:00

here i am to blog about FIRST DAY of school.

oh yeah, XEYLA-OG7 !!!! and we like doing to AUTOMATIC CHEER, what jasmine says zi dong sao. oh ya so thats our favourite. LOL HAHAHA.

first day was at the audi, TJC-ians ( nt us ) was damn HIGH and lively, while TJC-ians ( like us ) was DEAD, we are like. WOW-ed but dint do anyth.
ok i still LOVE the part ORIENTATION X x x x x x.
lol. ! later comes the ice-breaking games, oh ok. the ice didnt break, too thick, lol.
but anw hate intro :(

second day was better, i mean at least better,
we did cheers all stuffs more loudly and MASS DANCING WAS SIMPLY GREAT ! :DD
queue-ed for uniform, u would nvr want to know how long i queue-ed.
it's totally, ^%*%*$&%$%^%%!!

ORIENTATION X STARTS OFFICALLY ON 1 FEB :D
I LOVE TEMASEKJC !!

2010-01-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

wet day, went to wild wild wet with STELLA tdy [:
its quite a sad ending cos, i thot e original popluation would be like wz,nyse regi, dolly, karen and steph going. in the end only nyse wz and me.

for seniors, so pity didnt get to see them today D:
anyway had a fun time. [:

we sit ular-lah fo how many times ah ? 4/5 ? wa lao, think the CREW there like very shou with us liao. thanks to wz good suggestion.

today we experience tsunami 3 times. LOL

bic 1 time, heee, denyse didnt dare to look back :x

slide up 1 time, omg that's the damn funny part..
the float is like damn heavy den still need climb 4 storeys, plus ppl is use hands to lift up.
den me and nyse was like using our heads. LOL. den we keep got stuck at the staircase.
so fuuuuuuuunnny. plunge down was like no xin li zhun bei, was like WTH. whats this mannzx.

i think we had the most fun at the kids playgrnd, ding ding ding then we will chiong thr so that the bucket of water can fall on our head. anyway the force of water is damn strong one, think concussion LOL. yeah slides were damn fun [:

lol, how i hope more ppl went tdy, it would be FUN-ER [:
ate dinner at buddy hoagies :D UPSIZED.

she needs some inspirations today :D

2010-01-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

i MUST blog today cos i want this day to be noted down.

today went back schools to find teachers give them my handmade messages [:
had big trouble deciding, sat in canteen and it just felt like, it's so extra and so nt my school.
it's the same old place, old tables, but it just dun feel the same. yeah.
miss the smell of dance studio..
watched the junior dnced the new CNY dance, aactually the dance is nt bad.
but could be more fang, be daring [: no problem. the rest laugh only can laugh at most 4 yrs wad.
:D juniors !! continue and pass down the passion of dance to ur juniors ok ! :DDD
miss sx crapping and wad laughter, esp the ms chin tsk. LOL!!

ok went dental later, omg so scary can, i hear the zzzzszzzszszsz wa, cti.
x-ray and stuff, and the dental say if the missing tooth is inside, we goonna have operation to extract it out. shocked me.
haaas, lucky dun have. den she dunno say wad put screws and stuff. too horrible to listen. omg.
my mum says when i was young, i wasnt scared of the dentist at all.
i visted the dental clinic in my pri sch like almost everyday -.- alone. are we good frens? lol.

like seriously, i dun know where all my courage went to.
i'm like nt even scared of roaches lah, i helped my grandma catched it and came up with the head only. but now i see roaches, omg run first.
at the zoo, i can play with snakes and chicks. hold them in my hands. but now how near can i go.
that day, when a fly commit suicide into my soup, i even took it out with my bare hands and thre it away..
haiz just miss the old days and i hope my courage will be back one day.

or mayb i gave it to my brother,
like any public events they ask for volunteers, he will raise his hands up.

2010-01-21T00:12:00.003+08:00

think used to sleeping at such late hours :x
wonder how am i going to survive when school reopens.
esp when it's TJC, bedok. omg. but nt confirm though.
cross fingers that i would get in [: hahahha.

if not i wwill end up at nanyang,- the mini nchs. LOL
anyway shopped for CNY clothes tdy, cos last yr didnt buy.
haha, finally new clothes :D
going back to dance on friday, looking frwd. hope that we wont rot there. :D
& regina " u must join us " haha, is nyse now nathanyse ? LOL

actually, what will i do if i know tmr is my last day on earth?
a very good question. hmmm. i'll think about it.

& i keep forgetting it's 2010 january now.
why martin is mentioning me now and then in his/her blog.?
oh very impt !!
anw martin" u guy or girl?" i havent got it clear lah. confusing lol.

anyway winx ah, cheer up ok. although i dun know what's happening in ur class. but i know you really want to keep them together. i know u tried ur best. nothing to be guilty or frustrated about anymore. [:

2010-01-15T11:49:00.002+08:00

cant expln why i woke up with such a weird mood. just don't feel like talking.
need some quiet space to breathe, and come to realise different things.
it's just not right

RESULTS DAY

2010-01-11T09:41:00.003+08:00

oh man, results are coming out today really soon, about 4 + hours?
i'm practically freaking out now ahhhhh !
however, this is an ordeal that everyone must face, afterall life is not abt o levels.
buut, my soul cant rest, my heart beats irregularly, my mind keeps drifting away.
i think i will get high blood pressure / heart attack or sth.
and know what, my dad is gonna check my results on the internet. damn.

hai, just gonna let fate decide. :D
hope that the entire student body in NCHS get L1R5= 6 :DDD

NYJC EXPERIENCE CAMP 2010
" the amazing race was unforgettable, teamwork was clearly shown, cheers not only for our own grp but for the others. we win some we lose some, but it's nt really abt winning, but going through the process of cracking clues together. wonderful experience gained. it kind of feel comfortable in the group, mayb bcos they're all girls, with the same gossiping mind. hahas. lectures gace by students were interesting, how i hope i can present like them. :D finally gotten to know how to skate, at least stand up. i'm so proud of myself :D haaa. last but not least, thank you team 19 facil for being so caring yea. "

OPEN HOUSE MARATHON 2010
first stop : ngee ann poly
" shouldnt have gone, it tempts me to go into a poly now. hahahs, imagine food courts in ur canteen, swimming pools, gym and lotsa of cool stuffs. like suntec exhibtion halls,cafe, lifts and escalators!! damn cool. the design for all schools is like damn nice. :D people are caring and enthu and lotsa of goodies :D but talk is cheap, depends on results later [: "

second stop: temasek junior college
" the college's exterior look is old, but the facilities is quite good. though low-lying but very big. saw their mass dance, it felt so warm like home. and their dance is super good. :D love their auditorium :) the environment very green. yeah a good school. "

last stop: singapore poly
" well, the buildings are like newer and stuffs. but there isnt much to open to us as compared to np. erm so quite bored. the tour bus wasnt really planned well, and not much ppl around to guide us. so we felt like wandering souls. ok den seated train back and forth with regi "

ok last quote frm yh " i just wanna do well "

A LITTLE HAPPINESS

2010-01-04T22:42:00.004+08:00

in life, there's always imperfections, but it it these imperfections that makes us unique.so there's nothing wrong being short or fat ! look on the bright side.

okay today is supposed to be the first day of school, not for me though.
i love first day of school only. cos i get to see everyone and it just feels like it's a meangingful day.

like you wake up for something, for lessons you look forward to. like everyday is spent worthwhile. unlike holidays, u wake up staring into space wondering what to do next. i mean how long u can eat ur breakfast and watch tv? 1 hr? 1 day ? 1 week? can u watch the entire yr? i really wonder what life goonna be when school ends.

oh gosh, i really feeel like i'm wasting time.

oh anw i change my blogskin again, cos i want to go simple this year. [:

here's are some decidations to ppl i would want to thank and rmb for life.

DENYSE TANG SHUWEN [ NYSE]
" ok well, i know u're proud of ck tang :) you may not rmb how we first talk but i do. was it" why u never send to me ?" den we xchange our numbers, i may not know when we became so close but it happened like with a blink of an eye. destiny is that amazing. to me, u're that fanatastic that all-rounded, anything is possible for u. whether is it dance, sports, studies and being a fren. ALL i mean all, u are so good. thank you or being such a good fren and acccompany these 4 years. yes, the studying for O LEVELS and the 444 we gone through, i'll never forget. haha, and of cos putting up with my mood swings and nonsenses. we'll go overseas tgt one day "

REGINA TAN SI HUI
" i dun know why u are such a good person to talk to, i mean abt old times, although most of the times u cant rmb. LOL anyway, i know if no one stops us, we can talk the whole day without running out of topics. our fate sealed when you ask me for my name and intro. i mean u're the second one who talked to me and we share the same passion. i mean 233, zhonghua sec, chinese dance and sitting right behind is more than conicidence [: life is just so sweet. anw after that we bcame really close frens, i can say u're the one who walk with me through the secondary years right from the start to the end. i'll nvr forget that bday present u did for me for my 15 bday ! thank you."

ALICIA CHUA JING WEN

" you might not get to read this, but i just wanna to say. you're another good fren who walk with me no matter what happens. when i am having cold wars with others, u'll stand with me. when i want to eat a particular stall that u may not want, u'll eat with me. when its my duty to clean the classroom, u'll clean with me. when i need someone to revise my work, u'll go with me. i know, i really do, for everything u've done for me. i feel really guilty to be not able to do as much for you, how many times i left u alone to have lunch, how many times i left u without a partner...how many times, i ignore your words. my dear alicia, ur friendship touches me. there arent any earth-shaking things u did for me, but these little little things i need everyday, u are there for me. thats what i call real fren. ;) ! thank you.. "

HENG WEN ZI
" we met in dance, i must admit i know nuts about you. but u're a unique individual who praises yourself without being shy at it. ok for once wenzi, u are pretty, cute and adorable. LOL.i know ur inner self is just like any other girl, who yearns for people to care and love. thats why u found us [: i may not solve ur problems, but i'll be there for you. there's no reason why. i know u'll be there for me too."

LOW YAN HAN
" okay u dont talk to me ur problems. so yup. u're a damn hardworking person. yh, you did asked me b4 why u work harder than others, but you still cant do well. i was stumped. really. i sometimes think like you do, others may seem slacking everyday and yet did so well, but all that hard work u've put in the whole semester gets wiped out all like that. but to answer this qn, as long as you worked hard, it is enough, u won the race. "

SIM SI XIAN

"you're like super kan de kai, thats good. i mean u dun take it to ur heart for the bad jokes crack on you. but humans do have temper, we will not cross ur limits :D u are one with confidence. work hard and you'll be the top designer [: "

EVANGELINE HO [martin]
" thank you for the accompany u gave last 2 years, :D really, those encouragement cards :) u're a really goood IMH chairman :D i know u're like ding dong one, but ur encouragement do work. esp for last year syf. [: we may seem drifted now, but u're like a fren that comes when i'm in need. "

2010-01-01T11:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
May this new year bring you endless joys and laughter :D who realises it's tiger time now?

well a new year again, like last year we didnt have a countdown party,
but having a new year party insteadd. [:
this year is slightly different, while my bro is busy preparing for school
from making trips to popular, school, wrapping books. and here i am slacking to post [:
next monday school goona reopen but it doesnt much matter to me. LOL
oh well, w/o school but there comes lotsa of open houses to attend. :D
seee all at 12 jan with smiling faces cos of the good results.

2009-12-25T11:20:00.002+08:00

haa, devils outing at pasir ris to celebrate wenzi bday is extremely fun de!

so sad sx missed it :D

went early to wenzi to surprise her with her bday present.

the buddha board. u would nvr want to see the I. haaaahaaa.

which made sx laugh for her rest of her life.

later went to pasir ris beach.

found a spot to lay our mat which is like one rectangle of out the greens, -.-

duper fun with regi riding the 2 person bike :DDD

screaming like mad, anw we need 5 minutes to start it everytime we stop. LOL

the bike cant control one. lol.

didnt wear spec all along den when i told regi when we were going to finish the ride den she shock until speechless.

so cooool with the food.

later went to the beach, trying to find a suitable spot

but got this one big big insect so we moved abt 3 metres away o.0

we found dead fish and sotongs on the beach. :(

we took their last photos for them. so good.

den we play fresbie? the fresbie dun like me so i GU LOR!!!!

went wang jiao cafe for dinner den headed home in 53 with regina.

for xiaobei :D hahahaaaaaaa.

more pics on facebook ppl. [:

MEERY CHRISTMAS [:

DEVILS FULL OUTING 28 BAAAAASH.

2009-12-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

you're just like a rainbow that shines through the skies after rain,

bring back joy after tears,

you come in many forms, in a disguise to bring love,peace and joy to me.

sometimes you're red, sometimes you're orange, sometimes you're yellow, sometimes you're green, sometimes you're blue, sometimes you're indigo and sometimes you're violet.

i've seen them all, but i haven seen your true colour - white

but i believe when that day come you'll be just like an angel soaring in me.

that purity and that tranquility.

every stage of life has its own colour, i know teen years is red.

becos red is our burning passion, our daring dreams, our bright future, our hopes.
when we move on and ages, what we want is blue, the blue sky and the calm blue sea, what we want is stability.
FRIENDS, i want to be with all of you to see how our lives changes colour every chapter.

so what i am going to say is we'll be FRIENDS but i cant say FOREVER.

becos FOREVER is just a too big promise to make, and i dont want to make empty promises.

how many of us are already hurt by the word FOREVER?

there's no forever , just be glad that we're now friends,. just cherish it and never regret. :D

i need a reason to move on, i really need it.

2009-11-30T23:27:00.003+08:00

photo of the chalet :D

erm, think it was friday we went to my cousin chalet

very nice le. the chalet, just like the swiss garden chalet i stayed in pangkor island :D

just saturday we went orchard to shop for my brother's clothes

and walk down orchard to see the christmas lightings. DUPER NICE :D

took lots of photo with christmas trees and raindeeer :DD

we end up in orchard central, cos my mum says the escalator very cool wor

den we went up and down, the shopping mall real cool de!

esp the design :D

and the scenery up at OC is even more beautiful

no doubts there will lots of couples. so our presence like spoil their mood. LOL

but who cares right, :D

after that we went to FRUIT PARADISE for dessert.

is like fruit cake tart. VERY VERY NICE!

but a bit ex cost abot $7.50 each D:

but ppl ! it's worth the price !!! hahahas.

next day is the first day of december, woah. 2009 is ending

i still have a lot of things haven accomplish yet :DD

Denyse MIA from 30/11 to 7/12

and i'll MIA from 9/12 to 16/12

i'll miss WENZI birthday so wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRST!

hope my trip will be enjoyable, but it doesn't seems so.

whatever, take this as a breather. :D

anyway, everyone has a job, i'm the only one slacking D:

okok, i shall learn to cook from my grandma :D

CHEERS!!

2009-11-24T16:33:00.003+08:00

treasure this cos this is the most casual pic u can find among all at nchs prom night ;)

18 & 19 nov
feels terrible to stretch again, actually sch trg is much vigourous than kjk
um, plus i just resume it a week ago. MUSCLE ACHE !
have to learn dance steps of a opposite direction, and yea my mind can't just twist.
for a simple reason..
19 nov have great difficulty walking lols.

20 nov
this day was prom, after two days of dance, my body ache from shoulders down
cool right? it took me half an hour to get off the bed. :)
and watch CSI right till 3
i mean its feels so stupid to wear dress out of the house lol.
and ya with public transport. LOL
think very kz, but when we reach the venue is more KZ la, everyone. LOL
so still okok laa.
um anyway it was really bored.

23 nov
maybe that day was nov fool
went to sch early prepare like mad
den sit mini bus for 10 mins den received a call that the performance was cancelled cos the prog ran too fast. >.< damn idiotic can. LOL
waste my sleeping time. TSK.
wen to katong and karaoke. the place like north pole so cold
but at least its CHEAP :)

life is plain!

another sector of my life is ending - the secondary years.
yea miss the very first day of sch in sec one
i rmb i was blankly waiting in the canteen for everyone to assemble. haha
had a good two years with the very jokable 1E and pervertic 2E. [:
the most unforgettable scene was that everyone stood with me to deal with that sec 1 girl. thanks lots [: i'll nvr forget..
and the hand-fold stars :) & all e presents from everyone ;]
had another 2 good years with the more serious 3I and 4I
sec 3 was the in-between of letting go and accepting. it's hard to choose one.
but i can't accept if i dun let go right? life have to move on, since u all have so why not me.
thanks for every single support, martin [: ur love letters and failing art piece. LOL
and venessa! [: devils too (: to make these all less painful
and yea nvr forget u babes bake cheese cake. though is not that successful but i do appreaciate the gesture really, it's hard to express that how much i love you all. but ya i do [:
THANK YOU! I hope the process left u all good memories (:
and 3I thank you for the birthday song [: and every single of you who rmb my birthday :D
secondary 4 was a chiong year, everyone seems less bothered. but thank u again for taking time off to buy presents : devils and my gang lols.

thank you again for contributing to every moment of my secondary years :)

2009-11-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

well, it have been really long since i posted a decent post.
haa, well i am not sure what to post either. LOL
i mean nobody would be interested with what u do everyday wad.
so ya, wait till more events are up.

there'll be definitely things to write on 18,19,20,23 nov
9-16 dec and 21 dec.

ok 13 nov came swiftly, but it's like not as excited what i thot it would be.
anyway, the journey to science centre made my day ( BODY WORLDS )
PERLY seemed that she want to go very much :)
anyway, the exhibition was cool :D really into human body.
oh ya, & chian yee made my day !!! hahahas.
super tired after that, took some photos :D
not sure why e journey to sci centre was extremely loooong. not loong lols.

14 nov was NC open house, open till we got ourselves open to performance on 23 nov
ya but like no p6 students. and ya shimin would loved what i am going to say next
i like CO 007 piece. :)
and later went shopping with denyse, it was not fruitful but at least we bought sth :)
my leg ache like mad, and we're like 2 bai ka at far east
dunno since when we joined regi's bai ka gang.
awfully pain la. LOL.

blame O levels, i now seems super detach from the world
but.. but... i will be back LOL
dun trust me. k la, someone pls update me things that are happen from july to nov.
k since martin wrote abt me, i shall write abt him too :)

MARTIN: keep imagining it, u will succeed. see u there, and rmb to take pictures !!! with PERLY. haha

you are a liar :(

2009-11-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

o level is over.
sorry but this is what i am only thinking abt

2009-04-25T18:25:00.002+08:00

The rise and the fall of Chinese Dance.

In year-end 2006, we started our trainings for SYF 2007,
chang chou zhi wu. we practised for hours for alternate days.
i missed the times with seniors.
that dance, wa all new to the whole dance.
and no fans were allowed because it will affect our props.
i rmb=ed the V shaped most vividly, we practise and practise
from a V to a ^. that was also the year we first participate in SYF as central judging of Dances(Chinese Dance). i guess i was still innocent or noob u may want to call it.
the only thing i know is to get that peice of cloth out of me and smile :D
as SYF days got nearer, i wasn't as nervous as this year
i slept well and even have to mood to eat sandwiches on the car. :D
feel so guilty cos i know how exactly the seniors felt

then, i would sit there and wait for winnie to bun my hair.
stella to pin my toushi, xueyan to eyeshadow me, laoshi to draw eyebrows, ms tan to do my blusher (oh no !) and finally lipstick myself. (:
set of to SYF.
On the stage
i saw nothing but pieces of cloth
next moment, i was panting
next, out of the stage.
felt nothing no tears, only heard that it was very nice.
went back to school normal, not knowing the releasing of results.
it all happened in the canteen during recess when they type.
SYF results:
Chinese Dance : gold with... and we screamed!

in year end 2007, we already had our 2009 SYF dance
ji dong zhi wu. but then the population was only the present sec 4s and sec 3s.
by 2008 mid year, we included the sec 2s. and we trained
morning practices everyday from feb.
same old place with the same old practice
but i am standing right at the front instead with the group.
a sudden realisation that i am a senior now.

we practised hard too isn't it? the dance was so damn tiring.
no one can fully understand unless they danced.
i didn't switched on the fans too right? bcos i want you dancers to feel the hard work we put in and be happy that at least for SYF, there's air-con and we would performed better.
we sweat and we cried. luckily we drank lots of water to replace them. :D
we did cheers and i'm glad that chinese dance juniors are so enthu and passionate for dance!
i'm glad to see all of you grow [:

as SYF got nearer, i was damn nervous, keep walking to my bag to check if i had missed anything out. when i close my eyes, i would think about costumes, makeups and tou shis.
when the day finally arrived, i dint sleep well.
i hardly have the mood to eat my bread, i was rushing to meet dancers.
so i would at least have a companion of the same boat, at least its more secure.
now in 2009,
i helped to tie pony tail, pin toushi and spray hair
lucky i nvr help to put makeup or else. suree...
on the stage, i was so damn nervous , cautiously looking arnd to see if anyone drop their shabu
thanks for comforting me dancers, i am so happy to continue to dance.
next moment, ending pose
next moment, we went out crying with tears of joys.
first time, no one drop shabu, denyse broke the 3 times curse and i saw my juniors fully enjoying the dance, minimal mistake and i could really feel the "ji dong"

2009, we waited for our results.
we all pinned our hopes on gold and gold with...
but it was a SILVER.
we all cried, we just couldn't understand why.

although the results were not we wanted, we left no regrets.really none
regardless it's for the graduating sec fours or the only sec threes. really none. i can assure you. we really did our best. our fall lies on the judges, their stupidity. well, at least many professionals felt unfair for us. we ought to deserve more.

but for me, i feel that i had deserve more than enough, the passion for dance i saw in juniors.
the bonds that i could never see in other ccas. really, chinese dance to me is the best in nchs,
the best gift i can ever receive, the best experience i have in my entire lifespan and of cos the BEST of the BEST.
simply bcos Chinese Dance is my life.

Thank you for joining Chinese Dance, u made me saw the exact passion for life, you all are my best juniors !! I LOVE CHINESE DANCE !
be strong girls, we'll face it together.

2009-04-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

everything has both sides ; negative and positive.
juniors and pals, it is how we viewed it.
laoshi say don think abt getting honours,
u may have 2 diff thinking
1. we are hopeless
2. she is trying to motivate us to push our limits

would u dwell on the first.
actually, the honours doesnt matter to me nor the gold.
what matters is that, we work as a team, as a dance as a whole
seeing you dancers putting ur upmost efforts.
despite our rantings u gave us your understanding.
what matters is the trust, faith and love within us.
the unbreakable bonds we hold for each other and
lastly the passion for dance.

so to my beloved juniors, don lose hope.
we have not yet compete so why be so certain abt the outcome
life is full of possibilities. what is impt that is to leave the stage gracefully
in hand with no regrets.
dont lose hope cos dancers don lose to themselves.

the least we could do is to trust ourselves and give our very best.
girls, i believe in you cos I LOVE YOU!!

tmr is our last practice, all the way, i know u can do it !!

2009-04-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

it's marina barrage !

yea well, it has been quite a while since i posted.
hmm recently. good friday, we went to UCC at NUS for SYF rehearsals.
it was like damn deep, but not wide enough.
lightings are impressive !
k well, now many parts need more refining.
it's only about 8 more days away from SYF
everybody buck up, i know it may be very sian, very irritating and very tired of our
" na sha bu " but once these 8 days are over, i can assure you that you will never hear it from us ever again. so bear this little imperfections.
and pls let us spend our last 8 days with you ppl smiling and leaving with us happy memories.
after that u can complain till you happy. [:
let's work hard once and for all for this SYF cos GOLD WITH HONOURS IS OURS.

meanwhile, i am actually wondering who will read it, so post for posting sake.
alright, enough with dance. :D
that friday too, we went to marina barrage !
it's is very nice, good spot for class outing too !
and what's more the gallery is so cool and there's kayak rental !!

last but not least, i am using this post to thank those who wished me happy birthday!
maybe this would be last year you'd wishing me but i alrdy contented,
and to thank for being my fren for the last four years,
without any one of you, i know my secondary sch life 'll not be that enjoying and sastifying.
so again, thank you for appearing in my youth and trust me, you do make a difference.
you do, at least to me.
CHEERS TO OUR FRIENDSHIP.

you are taking up my brain for thinking you so shoooo. :x

2009-03-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

common test is over and it sucks like crazy.
oh dun ask me why.
but now is march holidays. how i wish i can enjoy
but lessons everyday plus SYF coming !
urgh, homework is overwhelming esp maths,
i wonder when i can finish them all. :(
how i wish i can just leave and hopefully these things don follow me.

well, my only wish.

1. gold with honours for SYF

reasons:
1. i dun want to let the seniors down
2. i just want it want want want want and i need it !

I feel guilty feeling this fear that the dance might not work well.
but i have confidence in everyone ! i trust i believe
we're the best, aren't we?
come on juniors, BE your best.
bring on the passion !
let this dance take over your life.

perhaps i'm worrying too much.

2009-01-25T22:38:00.003+08:00

there is bound to be something in life that we would want to remember and never forget.

that's the purpose of a memorial right?
well, the year of OX is coming. so shant blog abt gloomy things.
secondary four - sixteen years old
so, time flies. is like every year i say this sentence -.-
( just like mr ong's wishing us a happy and fruitful holiday )

new year new targets. but for me, every year i wish for the same old thing
studies, health and longetivity for my elders.
but for this year, i added wealth and safety for my dad
because of financial crisis. and of cos i wish for luck for my 'O' levels this year !
i was so busy that i hardly have any time to buy new year clothes.
at least 1 set la hor, plus some last yr one.
guess i still can make it thrgh the new year :D
okay, to those who are reading this. i hope u will get lotsa of angbaos ! LOL

looking back,
i have yet found a goal for my life as in my ambition
wad i want to be or how i define myself.
with that being dangling, i feel very frustrated.
it's like lost, everyone has their directions. wad abt me?
i dun wan to end up like someone who follows whr everyone goes.
someone please enlighten me :D

for this new year, to those who are in same situation as me
i hope u will be able to find ur goal in your life.
and ur meaning of life. :DD

with that, i shall end this post. HAPPY YEAR OF THE OX.

p.s: i will be posting very very very rarely.
and i'll need you.

2009-01-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

oh yea, a brand new year.
towards the end of 2008, i am looking back to the days when we just entered the sch
and now, we are going to graduate. it's really fast. oh man, aging.
this year, is non other than stress. i'll try my best to handle well
but homeworks and tests are already filling me up. i wonder how long i can last.
den i look thrgh my birthday cards cos i am packing my bday gift, & there's frens forever every year. i think that is the basic thing to say la hor. LOL

well, the hand-fold stars is the one i loved! omg so touching.
to whoever, contributed thanks alot !!
it's my first year there & such a good bday. great day :D
of cos not forgetting other presents la.
hmm, so 2009 is about an alphabet O.
nothing else matters.

EVERYONE, STRIVE AND WORK HARD !

2008-12-28T09:34:00.003+08:00

ytd went to compass point,

the crowd was like :0 !

i think i at there take so many pictures, like this the nicest liao.

to evan ho : got olivia ong video, but very noisy, cannot hear what she singing la. can see she walking around. :D you wan hor, school reopen u get from me.

umm,it was very crowded, but count myself lucky to find a wall to peek in at around 2.30 :D when they are signing the posters, the crowd reduced and then only i was able to get a front view. :D since they are quite far away, must zoom like siao. den the pixels like not nice already. LOL, ytd was also dai yang tian's birthday, and they sang bday song for him [:

well, everyone is crazy about jeanette, 715 and dai yang tian.

LOL. okok advanced happy new year !

2008-12-23T11:11:00.005+08:00

Day 1- KL, shah alam

my breakfast here.

the firefly park !! super beautiful.

a view from the hotel room

that's another one

on our way to pangkor !

Day two-pangkor island

the jetty !

so paradise right. lols. we took that pink van

(behind) & went around the island ! fun!

is this yellow river or.

my escape route :D

swiss garden resort, omg i love it

Day three,four and five - genting highlands

cute right, took it while taking a family ride

haha, now u know what is it

my buffet lunch !

misty!

a typical view

a picture speaks a thousand words.

so there's nothing more to say.

enjoy holidays !

& MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2008-12-02T17:05:00.003+08:00

i spend my first day of dec quite slacking.
haha, actually also quite ok lahh :D
morning went to purchase school books.
den head to toa payoh library borrow books.
lol, like noob like that, like first time in library.
haha, i dun like to read, so dun like go library lah.
den holiday hw require us to go find books to read.
manage to borrow little ironies-stories of singapore only. :(

went home and head to compass.
have lunch @ jacks place cos ytd my dad nt working.
saw evan, huihui and laywen there.
den went lot 1 to confirm bookings for overseas trip

13 to 18 dec
sad, cos will be missing 2 dance lessons
16 and 18 one !! ARGH.
best of all, is i forget tell teacher i cant come.
shit x3
and manage to borrow malgudi days from choa chu kang public library :D
went home purposely in time to catch little nyona
cos ytd they married den cannnot dun attend. LOL.
i missed ten brothers cos i watched it online alrdy. :(

i spend my second day of dec playing.
spend a good portion of morning sleeping. LOL
doing homework till afternoon.
& playing com till NOW. Ohhhs.
and should be watching tv the entire night lorhs.

hmm tmr going out with shimin, alicia and denyse
supermarket super project. :D
den meeting devils for camp meeting !!
so tmr my day is filled. :D
sian, no time slot to spend a day with pri sch frens.
i also dunno which day.
hope i can finish my homework asap.
with further ado, i shall stop posting and go do my hw right?

2008-11-30T11:33:00.003+08:00

after my dance exam and 1 whole week of dance practices for SYF
i am now aching all over. arghh.
friday, 28 nov. omg, ache until cannot move.
got difficulty lols. lucky after some rest got better
i cant miss my idol performance at VCH on 29 nov!!

yea, ytd was winnie's performance at VCH.
she solo 1 dance lehh. we cheered. den so ps. LOL
hahahahas, ok met devils and juniors at 530
told you cfm ppl will late. and yea we left at only arnd 6
walked duper fast to pastamania. LOL [:
cannot afford to miss winnie's performance.
her performance was GREAT!! thumbs up.
we even had a pic with her, but dunno whr the pic with who.
on the way to complete my holiday hw
but still, long way to go luhh.

lol, congrats band for getting GOLD.

ps: ytd i wore a bright green blouse, den say i green apple.
lol, so i posted a green apple pic.
xiaoshi: u better post a banana pic up
laosi: a jackfruit
laosan: red apple

2008-11-26T16:31:00.004+08:00

Stranger - Secondhand Serenade

Turn around,

Turn around and fix your eye in my direction

So there is a connection.

Now I can't speak,

I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention

I'm staring at perfection.

Take a look at me so you can see

How beautiful you are.

You call me a stranger,

you say I'm a danger,

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.

I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

I'm confident,

But I can't pretend

I wasn't terrified to meet you.

I knew you could see right through me

I saw my life flash right before my very eyes

And any chance what we turn into

I was hoping that you could see

Take a look at me so you can see...

You call me a stranger,

you say I'm a danger,

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.

I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

You are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

Take a look at me so you can see

How beautiful you are...

Your beauty seems so far away

I'd have to write a thousand songs

To make you comprehend how beautiful you are.

I know that I can't make you stay

But I would give my final breath

To make you understand how beautiful you are.

Understand how beautiful you are.

You call me a stranger,

you say I'm a danger

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.

I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

You call me a stranger...

You say I'm a danger...

You call me a stranger...

2008-11-22T12:46:00.004+08:00

In harmony 24
celebrating 50 years of Military Music Services
the Singapore Armed Forces Central Band &
Principal Musicians of "The President's Own"
United States Marine Band, Washington D.C

i went to this thingy on 19 november
@ esplanade concert hall.
and i felt BORED cos i dun even know what they are playing
the pieces are like.. LOL
but its nice lahh.
sit there cannot straight also cannot bend like that.
haiya, sit thr frm 730 to 10 leh.
duper sian. but lucky got reception.
which is quite yummy yummy so
hahaaha :D
i have my dinner only at 11 that day. pro uhhh.

20 november have dance
and we called ourselves ten brothers ( shi xiong di )
since we have 10 devils. so cool laa.
as usual, i am lao da cos according to bday.
:D xiaolan like me leh. CHEERS! LOL
it was PSLE resuls release date.
tingyu got 250 ! so pervertic. haha
but she can go anderson. her dream sch i suppose
CLAPPS :D hahaha.

21 november is grade 9 dance exams.
URGH, feeling so nervous.
thank you to all who wished me good luck.
esp the dancers. all send at same time.
shocked leh, 8 msgs ! LOL LOVES!
not nelgecting others. [: who wish me here.
met up with xinyi and siling arnd 2
and i was like by 2 to 3 minues. hehe
den went to hong lim CC.
the dance studio is spacious so we got lotsa of space
to dance :DD
the dance went alright, just that some parts cant balance
very nervous, cant take note of a lot of things.
but at least i can kua. heeeeheeee.
after that, my legs ache HAHA
somemore still must pei mummy shop at THE CENTRAL
till 8 plus plus lahh!! super tired. hahaha

everything is done ; left my homework o.0

2008-11-18T22:18:00.003+08:00

this is where my dance exams will be holding,
" the building, not the grassland la " HAHA
tsk, this friday leh
21 nov, like so unprepared like that.
JIAYOU LA HOR. :D

basically i went slacking at home today
nothing much to blog about alrdy luhhs.

extinguish my love for you ;
not worth it.

2008-11-17T21:43:00.001+08:00

DENYSE

BIG ENOUGH LE HOR.

OR STILL TOO SMALLLLLL.

she made me do this too -.-

2008-11-17T20:44:00.004+08:00

my future my life, like the sky.
unleashing unlimited potential.
soaring above all, thats what i aim for.
the dark clouds may cover me sometimes,
but beyond it, is a clear blue sky.
my expectations - nvr to be disappointed.

TODAY :DD
quite a number of relatives from malaysia these few days.
for yearly ritual for my granddad. i still miss him a lot ehs
rly, kinship is strong, after a yr, i still tear when i see his picture.
today i became the official tourguide :D
super tiring, i think such a nice tourguide like me, u cant find LOL.
in the morning woke up at arnd 6, itchy leh my legs and hands.
eeyer, den went over to my uncle house 4th time. o.0
den like self-intro like that, i realise generation gap very big LOR.
my generation de at malaysia thr, ppl alrdy 30plus and i have cousin which is my generation de 7 years old only.

the next generation youngest was even 8 luh D:
suddenly become so much older, call me biao yi -.- ARGH.
da bao chicken rice for them for breakfast. yea breakfast.
lunch at fu lu shou- chicken rice again.
they felt amazing riding on MRT hahas.
i am suppose to watch over the kids laa.
they went toys depart, den i was like a giant over thr.
lol, went chasing for them. find one missing another one
tsk, bth lahh. LOL

finally all alrdy, den mum call say need wait for another 10 minutes
they all ran away, i was like total breakdown liao.
lucky, the second gathering much smoother.
or else i surrender i tell youu..
headed to my house. :D

they watch wad, raptor island ar.
wadever la, i kind of nt interested den went to slp :D
so coool right, den have dinner tgt again
lots of dishes. ARGH, gaining weight as usual.
and guess wad, chicken rice again ! LOL

Having my dance exam grade 9 this friday
3.40pm. i'm shaking inside.

ALL THE BEST ❤
whr life takes me, i shall follow
destiny is within me :D

2008-11-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

i really tried, believe me
holding on is really important.

this week kind of interesting leh !

monday: dance ! :D
tuesay: kjk extra lesson !
wednesday: movies with devils :D
thursday: class outing :D
friday: kjk lesson!

lets elaborate on thurs and fri :D

CLASS OUTING AT EAST COAST !
went to meet the class at compass arnd 920
was late :x haha, sorry lor.
went to take bus 43,
which passes by my house and i was like
i shld wait for them there T.T
nvm lah. LOL.
reached parkway parade, went to giant and shop for 2 HOURS!
omg lah, bought lots of things, longest receipt i had ever seen.
HAHA. dint exceed our budget leh
walk from there to east coast pit 50
start from pit 17 sia. so LONG
EXTREME EXHAUSTED AND BTH
LOL, finaally rreach there and have lunch
eat with densye and alicia
we eat liek nobody business LOL
like so xiang shou. den they started the ball game alrdy.
so went to play with the waters ! :D
den went cycling until leg pain ar.
den bbq all that, we also have night dancing
HEHE :DDD

united ever ❤

2008-11-12T20:55:00.002+08:00

when the sky cries, my heart pours too,
you'll nvr understand my intentions.

wohhoo, went out with 3 devils today. :D
meet up yanhan at compass arnd 1130
den she appear that time, i tsk her. LOL
ps ar, dint mean too. she dress like banana mahh :x
den go eat at KOPITIAM SPECTRUM.
pro right, spent $4.50 on noodles.
tthings are getting so expensive lah,
i think by 2020 one bowl of noodles $10 ar.

den after makaning, go meet wenzi :D
her bag quite big. lol.
den take 89 to downtown :DD
crap alot on bus, and say things that are IMPOSSIBLE.
we sat infrnt of KBOX while waiting for denyse.

den we going frm ehub to downtown that time
we 3 stood at the automatic door ( the portion that is nt going to be open )
LOL, den so so so funny LAR.
kk, dun laugh alrdy. LOL
went back home with bus 88

walk for 109 so long sia, so pc
thanks wenzi pei me wait ! :D
thanks thanks !!!
went home that time pour like siao
den make me like dunno wad like that,
forget abt it, i am clean and dry here
lucky for the invention of towels :D

here's a random announcement
CHOW AND HO PTE LTD
is offically OPEN

BUISNESS TIME : anytime except sleeping and eating hours
SERVICES: teach ppl how to start conver -.-
teach ppl how to end conver.
teach ppl how prevent ppg diseases LOL
and more lahh
like tuition centre like that ehh

filled with laughter always, ever-lasting ❤

2008-11-09T09:33:00.002+08:00

actually, only beliving is not enough.
we cant see it rly, we cant.
i got nth to say except i regret being so involved.
so i think i shld end frm whr it started.
i wan to find the best solution, believe thats it.

a small update for chem SPA lah.
i think it went okay, dint shake much. yaya.
HAHA, but think my pipette keep gt air bubble.
nvr ask to do it once more.
haiz, nvm lah, dun care alrdy. its over.
hope the reading is 27.0 man.

13 nov having 3i outing,
hope it will be fun.
most of us going.
think the most no.of ppl going class outing i ever attended.
GOOD good. those who nvr go one ar
sure regret de! haha. hope class tee can come in asap too!
den will be P-E-R-F-E-C-T. haha

sian x 3 cos my dance exam coming, 21 nov.
and there's still things i cant do.
jyjyjyjy luh !! best wishes for this
[:

2008-11-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

JIAYAN IS STILL CHEERFUL.

I DUNNO ABT KHAIYIN.

LOL.

2008-11-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

maybe i am selfish or yes i am selfish.
i have no choice, no route, trust me ; believe me.
but to find a way out, to protect my heart.
from getting hurt.
maybe it dies off, my tears shut off.
i no longer cry over this, really.
i think i became stronger and stronger after each tear.
she say i am suppressing, but not, i believe i am strong.
if i happen not to be there, i am sorry.

its a common feeling ;
i really dont know what to say or do anymore.

2008-11-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

maybe life could be sheltered and just a straight path
but truths will come in more heart-wrenching.
finally, colours are returning and awaking from my fantasy.
perhaps its not such a bad decision afterall.
i am surprise what i can do in one day. :D
yup, on separate ways now ! a sense of renewal.
especially after tree-planting session today !
i think i wasted my sleeping hours under hot sun. but still nvr black :D
there's practically nth to blog abt today leh.
den blog abt ytd, LOL
went to suntec for travel fiesta,
chen diya gt come loh, i sat at second row.
den i realise that i also nt fan of her den i sit so near for wad. -.-
i wan go today eh, darren leh ! sian, have to rush back after kjk
cos i haven even touch my homework yet luh.
congrats to me. i hate drawing graphs man.
but is there any choice?

pondered & not trusted

2008-10-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

sorry venessa! i only got 1 picture. one more is with alicia :D

well get it asap den upload de!

well, got lotsa things to blog abot lah.

MONDAY, 27 Nov.

public holiday, went to istana!
pictures will be up soon, togther with pics that i owe venessa

was a damn damn long way lah. so so far away. dunno how describe also.

the istana was much like a hotel lobby.

so cool lors.

went with parents and grandparents.

sadly, a hot day. so walk so long. ARGH tired

THURSDAY, 30 oct bio life science prog.

very very cool. much much more cooler than i thought can

real FUN! haha. its total CSI lorh!

we even have real samples to test on. OMG.

the manipulating of new instruments also interest me !

the instrument so cool lah, but v.troublesome keep must change.

but well tmr, DNA samples! fibre testing ! fingerprints!

its all going to be FUN :D

DANCE

open house is coming oh no ! this saturday 1 nov.

anyone favours coming to my sch de LOL

hope still can perform :D

somemore 2 nov gt tree-planting activities.

plus 6 got BIO SPA

7 got CHEM SPA.

life is all about dates and deadlines

2008-10-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

oh yay, today go collect jacket :D
not disappointed with the designs luh.
actually we wan to print 54 jackets den dunno why count 3 times only got 53 jackets.
den he no choice have to refund $17 and dun count $12.
yay, save 1 jacket since pan lao shi dun wan.
so heng lor, went PS to eat, omg luh eat until so full !!
brght that bag of 20 jackets home, so heavy lah.
my house just newly-painted..
and know wad, my room is yellow colour -.-
so is all the windows -.-
the yellow v.bright leh, morning so ci yan.
haha, anw my house looks warmer with gentle colours !
ya love the new look :D

2008-10-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

haix, today dint went well at all luh !
sians, started the day with titration, so trauma lor,
legs trembling when mr tien access ppl. lol.
everyone got accurate readings except me i guess,
thought take the first grey, but it is take the last grey. oh shit
and calculations.. haix dun say abt it.
mr tien sure kill me de lah, prepared to get scolded.
"experiment is the expected failure for learning "
HAIX.
for science of beauty awards the thing was like so funny can.
we first reached somemore so yaya, cos our poster quite nice :D
den ms chum say only need prepare A1 poster.
den go there hor, all other grps de booth so fanciful can.
the winning grp, even brght their testubes plus testubes holder over can.
if we know, we can even bring burette and pipette over from titration
but florence brght screened methyl orange with her. LOL
den ms chin and leroy go buy some things for deco.
den say no need presentation den in the end need,
so kan jiong lahh, den i at there dunno wad to say.
came so unprepared. lol.
the judges ask us try our lip balm?!
siao a not, we got 1 time use decayed cucumber leh. hahas
anyway, i think we v.kiasu, very early go thr queue for buffet.
haha, ms chin so funny. HAHA !!
& got photo war sia,
thanks to childish cheow YANG and leloy lah.

kind of disappointed, but at least can makan :D

to denyse :
ok dedicate to you, denyse, u are so so so so so so pretty and cute !
:D be cheerful always..
dun say i fat liao hor, i warn u first. ahahhs.

2008-10-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

yay finally finish the science of beauty awards !
tmr shall be the competition date ! arghh, hope after putting in so much efforts, it really did pay off ! hope can win some prizes LOL.
well, tdy is the last day of sch for sec1 to 2s.
we have extended prog, and SPA exams coming up ! :o
really stressed ;
tdy prepare copper sulphate, argh, total disaster.
hahas, manange to pick up right technics!
thanks to those GUIDERS !
also, went to help out 3E. only got engh energy to see 2 rows.
walk until my legs suan. thanks to jielin!
den mr tien say we biased only coach frens. haha.
oh tmr is also the chem titration practice,
must treat it as real SPA, hope i can get accurate burette readings! :D
ehey, still memorising the format, and need to report to sch at 7.20.
wad a busy week for me.
today is also the first dance lesson after EOY,
felt thrilled ! but my muscles aching now ar. too long nvr stretch that much lo.

to yanhan :
see, i writing post for you. u must be so touched ! dun emo liao lah hor. althgh i dunno the reason why, but don dwell on it that much la. next time i see you , you better smile hor.
i am watching you.

:D all the best for tmr
everything must and will go well ( sry, self-motivation ma )

2008-10-17T13:57:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes, i purposely choose the big head one !

hahahs. :x sorry.

so touched when see u all blog abt ME !

ok lar, i dun lame lerh. i also got msg leh.

LIM ZI AI( yar yar, her handwritting v.nice )

saw ur blog posts. CHEER UP LAH.

its nt the end yet, still gt O lvls yet. and believe in yourself alright

ppl wan laugh jiu laugh lor, dun care them ok.

i love your sunshine character so must keep it up ar!

anyway, it is kind of glad that i met you. going thrgh all the mind-splitting maths lesson.

sharing headaches tgt. & one thing,

i am not as perfect and good as u think, i guess i just cant remain not nervous during exams.

and my carelessness just.. HAHA.

yup, so NICE TO MEET YOU AND I WILL MISS YOUR SCREAMING ! :D

SHER MIN ( i dunno wad nickname hahas. PO ? )

ya la snacking time i best liao :D

next time see my on gourment show dun shock hor. hahas

i agree we love to crap lorhh, i also dunno wad u saying abt close or nt close one.

HAHA. nevertheless, i always appreaciate ur friendship.

xiang bu dao, this is our last yr ler.

got outing must call me hor, dun isolate me ar. HAHA

thanks for ur guidance thrgh questions too :D

jiayou for O lvls!

NICE TO MEET YOU TOOO, MISS UR LAUGHTER :D

TEACHER RYAN WONG( nth wrong hor. LALA?)

you are not only a good teacher but u are also a good student.

ok crappy. thank you for ur teaching for 2 yrs!

ur methods are interesting, ur serious cum humourous character

really make u a good teacher.i guess i am nt as close to you compared to shermin and ziai

nevertheless, still thank you :D really benefit a lot from you.

GOOD LUCK FOR UR STUDIES ! WORK HARD AR!!

my unknown

2008-10-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

the never-ending learning route :D

i knew it sounds wise. haha. kidding.
15 OCT
went to collect dance jackets ! :D
free-labour + free milk tea woots.
walk frm PS to far east den from far east back to orchard plaza !
OMG luh, my hand tdy was like slight muscle ache.
HAHA. shhssh, the printing guy damn naggy. :x
den went plaza sing to do jiayou cards for seniors.
haha, realise i gt no talent in art. wenzi,denyse & regi all draw so nice
den i draw stupid things, i think stella daddy will like -.-
(: nvm, happy jiu haoo :D

16 OCT
return of all results. D:
quite okay luh, flunked physics.
maybe english? but happy that i pass :D
cos normally i dont. yupps.
tdy icg was more of like wetting than captain ball.
anyway enjoyed cheering ! haha 3I JIAYOU !! <3
i think our class will become more united eventually.
hahas. i guess is a kinda good thing :D
play with water when walk home with alicia..
so funny. ok i think i screamed when the bus splash water. :x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN ! :D :D

maybe the problem lies with me

2008-10-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

phew exams are over ! it's worth celebrating.

but after this the road is even more rougher and tougher.[ perhaps u need cellulose ]

well, to describe the whole entire exam. just one word

CARELESS.

i suppose everyone will careless but i am exceptionally super careless..

hope that this problem wouldnt arise during o lvls.

today after exam went compass to celebrate

ate at pizza, super super super full.. we talk abt how we first met -.-

HAHA. my last tiny piece of pizza:

i am sorry, u dun have the honour to travel into my stomach

so rest in peace.

ok engh of crapping. well, one day rest (:

going out to collect jackets!! woots :D

just changed my blogskin, to a super boring one

at first i chose a fanciful one den i thot my eyes too much flowers

den change to this.

so peeps, enjoy this life!! :D

just too happy to blog anything

2008-09-06T10:17:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS!

long time nvr blog ler. and yes this is a brand new post
surprise right? i POSTING NOW AR.

2 sept ( tues)
woke up arnd 5 cos need reach sch arnd 6.
going kukup luhh :D
we changed bus at the malaysia custom
which will be taking us round the day and back to sg.
to my horror. the whole bus is filled with houseflies -.-
eeeww. we spend like 10 minutes killing them
but to no avail. end up screaming. hahas
and mr chong went killing.
oh ya, den wherever we go. the air is always saturated with insect repellent luh.
oh goshh, luckily my nose nvr drop out. hehe.
yup, the tourguide voice abit bored until i fell asleep haha!
den took pictures of ppl sleeping LOL
den cannot stop laughing..
the lunch was like damn full.. and we played with a talking parrot -.-
seems super amazing cos she can talk back :D
went for boat ride arnd kelong. walking on wooden planks
the girls and guys staying thr is so bold ar. can salute them liao.
anw, i felt quite giddy. HAHA
den go the mangrove thr hor, gt monkeys leh! scary..
keep following us. (: took lotsa photos.
lastly went to the choco gallery. bought lotsa chocolates and headed back to SG!
had dinner with 3i peeps. and winnie, alicia & zhuowen claims that
i make them laugh until cannot digest. :D i where got. LOL.

3 sept 08
got english remedial at 830
den i woke up at 830. pro right
chiong to sch lor. reached abt 915, think so.
learnt quite a lot
went to compass for lunch at KFC.
equally full also..

4/5 sept 08
dance! <3s

6 sept

later gt performance HEADSTRONG at NLB.
must peng chang ar!! hahahas.
jiayous devilrinas !

got to go and prepare le. needed be in sch by 12.45
& i am still here.

2008-08-24T20:23:00.004+08:00

POST COMMON TEST 2 ACTIVITIES :D

nice scene :D

party at my cousin house :D

a quick glance over abt my thots for this common test

1. english paper -.- erm, can pass i very happy liao
2. chinese paper, well i dint memorise and spot wrng topic. soo..
3.e-maths, erm an okay paper. hope can score
4.physics, i all frget change 3sig leh so imagine my marks -.-
5.social studies, my mind keep blank. haha
6. chemistry, tough paper, tried my best. question very confusing
7. biology, erm most on applications so i dunno lah
8. a-maths, first question jiu bu hui zuo le -.-

ok some humourous thing, hold ur laughter well alright.

23 august went for dance image concert
den going home that time saw this
centre-parting man. lol. cant stop laughing
and wenzi must be over the sun now. LOL

tdy go cousin party.
den got one girl write:
may you be happy in ur hole life.
den i was laughing like shit.
anyway an interesting to share, my jeans gt one tag
den split into half liao ! LOL HAHA.
knows wad it means. lol. omg..
they sang happybirthday song
and was truly slow mo one lor. not like us rap one
the yo yo yo, geng zhe jie zou tiao. HAHHA.
ok ate lots of things, now feeling bloated...

i think i wan delete blog liao. cos i feel like i am talking to walls
and qiang you er. thanks wall, my loyal fan.

2008-08-15T21:10:00.003+08:00

NATIONAL DAY PHOTOS! <3

A picture before we set out, looking for me? there's aint me
wahhaasss!!

the father and son. so romantic right. see i jealous again

the picture of the crowd and sg flyer (:

specially for those who had nvr seen the marina bay before
see i so considerate right. lol kidding

yea yea, here comes the F16 air show!

the black knights!!!

the vertical climb

the superb cross over. wow my photography skills not
bad right. HEHEE

the heart shape!! it just looks beautiful in the skies.

once again the BLACK KNIGHTS!

the "puffed up" merlion. scary. anyway it can dance.

ended the national day by celebrating the sg spirit of
eating a super full meal.

HAPPENINGS

next week common test. exclusively for viewers of my lovely blog,

i wish you good luck and all the best in the upcoming common test 2.

nonetheless, qianyong is leaving tmr. i also wan to wish her bon voyage.

& may her settle down asap (: lead a life filled with happiness.

dance is finally completed. also, got lotsa things to touch up.

performance for 26 coming and i have yet check the costumes. DIE.

very saddening case:

my a-maths test for linear law will be disasterous.

i first question alrdy screw up (5)

second question frget bring out x (6)

third question cant find (b) [9]

seee plus graph confirm cannot get full marks de lor.

very sad leh. so i have to work hard for common test. :D

optimistic view. YEAHH!

read it slowly cos i wun be posting that soon

so loves!

2008-08-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

yaaayhoooo! & yes.
today is national day !
09 august :D
celebrate the singapore spirit !

pictures will be up real soon.
post shrt as i dun wan miss the date on my blogg.
there was rain, but it didnt damp the excitement at all !
and well, a kind of new experience.
the interesting part is the AIR & SEA shows.
and FIREWORKS!!
some performances can sleep.

perhaps is ytd 080808 beijing openings
too beautiful and spectacular liao.
OMG lahh. how i wish i was at beijing ytd.
i <3 SG!!

happy national day ! :D
cheers!

2008-08-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

see my shirt so cute right? ((:

today is 080808 !
and i countdwn with my mum at 8.08 pm (:
my ez-link card balance is 8.88
and my reg no is 8 !

all like so qiao (: <3
so ya tdy national day celebration in sch
NC talent quest.
congrats to meldon ! isabel ! cheryl ! & our juniors !!!!!!
omg lah, we scream like madddies (:
but well, worth it.
stayed back for dance & manage to choreograph some parts.
same ppl nvr come
i guess they nvr ever will know that we stay back becos of them
and yet they are missing sessions..
we dun wan be heartless.
there is a limit to our tolerance abt this okay.
dun push us to the edge cos u will hate us forever..

den went to cp. dunno why regi angry with me..
went home and sort of enjoy my lunch ( bloated )
den went to kovan, xe & regi come fetch me.
so sweeeeeeeet. HAHA
den we start to bowl lorr..
den hui's bowl is 5 min den reach the pin one lor..
haha. & evan gt a ridiculous score and she's bragging abt it
41 - 60. how on earth can u hit so many pins? 1 time leh
LALALALALA. and i know evan will be reading this
hehehhehehehe. nvm lah, let her act cute lor.
HAHA. behind i dun describe lahh.

okay tmr is national day.
and yes i am going to watch it!
promise got pictures de ar !
but dunno when post. read this slowly cos dunno when
i can post lerrhhh..

CHEERS !
PO FESS SION NAAAALL

2008-08-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

hello.

practically got nth to blog about leh
national day is coming !!
faster go practice how to sing hor.
dun slack! 080808 got test ar..

sad to say, i probably could not make it
cos got dinner. so enjoy (:

oh ya den peek at my father stuff
den saw one this song call "WE ARE ONE"
very patrotic leh. okok. my spelling fail

byebye!

2008-07-27T11:19:00.002+08:00

this is the picture you all wanted right. hehe

anyway after many thoughts,
i think that i shld not just jump into conclusions.
made a trip round the blogs, and found out that
ppl emo partially of me.
so, thats why i decided to give myself a chance once again !
isnt that good news?
i know wad u all wan me to say lah.
to evan: if i am free on 080808, i will go
& frens forever ok ? haha
hoping no disappointments.

and to her: sorry for being rash that day.
i dint meant to lecture you or wad.
you have the power to choose
to choose who can cheer you up.
if you think staying in dance cant lighten ur mood.
we also hope that you could go to a place whr
you would feel better.
and nvr doubt for being a vice-chair..

so many things happen.
and all seem to be my fault ):
okay so i dun zhi mi bu wu.
i am just purely reciting my thoughts.
so dun think too much bah.
problem shld nt be so big.
so.. ya. just in time to revive..

yaya so LOVES (:

2008-07-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

yea, thought of you all. but i still have to consider the conditions right.
example: sms bao la, sms ppl very busy lah.
seriously, do u even have the time to hear me out?
and i am just as afraid that i would disturb you.
yes, may not need to say it out loud.
actions speak louder than words.
wads the use of saying frens forever every second/ i love you?
is not the words i want but the kind of care and love.
i just cant feel it from you. like something is missing.
a space i think despite we are laughing our heads off.

i guess u would nvr know the pain in me,
and i knw u all have the pain too. sorry.
but u all everyone arnd. but i am just away.
away from the crowd and away from my life.

nevertheless, i am trying to get along with new ppl
but 2 years of frenship is hard to forget.
new frens, lacking of the telepathy and easiness.
just cant be my true self in frnt of them.

i appreciated the times u all encouraged me to not feel extra
i really tried my best, really.
but now i seem like to be casted aside by u all,
standing in the crowd yet seeing everyone's back.
for now, i really feel that having no common topic
is not an important factor for the difficult communication btwn us.

i knw devilrinas is my support.

please dun let go of the rope, i still need all of youu
if i ever ignored u i am sorry.
if i ever hurt u i am sorry,
i hope i nt that kind of person. &
one impt clarification, the i-ppl are nt proud at all!

2008-07-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

ytd went to TPJC to watch seniors perform!!
so well done ! we took a picture too!
will upload it very soon
congrats winnie and siyu senior ! (:
loves them lots :D

we went in late as we had to wait for stella,
while waiting we sang national day songs
den gt one guy like say his fren name
which sounds like "SHUT-UP "
den we were like instantly quiet. LOL
went in, and so pathetic we need to share seats.
den 15 mins intermission

i saw a guy which look exactly like...
den i call sx and yh to see also
OMG LAH. ITS SO THE SAME
same pattern also.
den we cannot stop laughing.
den rmb gt one guy do chinese dance
den hip hop + stripping

strip clothes nvm,
still strip pants lols!
den got one girl sing until my ears drums wan to burst liao.
so high pitch can
awn they say the guitarist very shuai.

went home after that. haha
nt forgetting craps abt someone wearing jazz pants. HAHAHA.

i spend a night thinking why, why, why.
when i woke up in the mrning.
i scroll down the contact list thinking who shld i ask.
from a to z repeatedly.
it was den i realise how difficult to find one person i can ask.
it was den i felt the emptiness in me.
pardon me frm saying this. but i really thot i gave my best.
to save this friendship, dun blame me if we are not frens anymore.
this is wad u all moulded me.
its abt giving in and understand each other, do u expect me to look for
u ppl every single day. we have our own things to do.
perhaps its time to cool down.
meldon ask me that day
"who are you more loyal to? 2e or 3i?"
actually, i am quite sure of the answer. but now,
i have to think twice or perhaps thrice.

2008-07-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

well, a rather busy week. finally (:
more tests coming up. haix!
today chi dancers very crazy ar.
go outside cheer -.- lols

hmm nth to update lar.
just to wish a good sales in my album.

and ppl dun EMO !
okay so rest well & eat well

wish my 2.4 run pass ar.
since i always zhong feng one.

ps: dun cling to wad thats not yours, be brave and move on with life. u still have us

2008-07-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

thank you stella daddy, u did solve the conflicts in sri lanka HAHA
so everything went extremely well today, did lotsa of things.
defintely a worth to look-out for.
so stay united, we can do it alrights? JIAYOU!

many many many things happen these few weeks
and is unexplainable. and to (someone) do your best in forgetting abt him,
cos its not worth at all. LOL.

NOW 3I is the slowest in sciences lor, chem slowest
bio got a lot to cover. physic not sure. haha
so today have maths test -.- i flunk the test
i receive the paper den look at the first question.
ERR. how to do? lols
den my ist graph draw wrongly. = tks to my itchy hands cos i go join it. haha
den last question, the lines wobble like siao.
den nvr find solution for x. haha den my marks fly away.

next up lotsa test liao.
haiz, circles, moles, thermal stuffs. english essay.
HAIX. why is life full of tests?

DEVILS ROCKS ! JIAYOU <3

2008-06-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

the 10 devils.

after a long journey we went thrgh tgt
what we got in the end?
not understanding? inability to give in? hurting each other? sulk at trival matters? thrw temper at each other?
i am not pin-pointing anyone, wad i mention abv is just some of the things which everyone one of us possesses.
so wad exactly went wrong? and i start to wonder wats the thing that is btwn us?
is it trust? is it passion ? is it love? or just a fren to thrw temper at?
after today, i beccame to realise the problems that lies with us,
not decisive and neutral doesnt seem to be a good answer afterall.
so we should take a step and place ourselves in every single one of us de shoes.

i am doing that now. so no offences !

everyone has their own abilites and have good areas, so even one may not dance that well, theres not a need to say you so clever u think luh, it hurts. even though she cant, she is trying very hard and improving, we ought to encourage her. Well, being the overall choreographer is not a simple task at all, have to think up with moves that match with the song theme and blah blah, and you have high standards. you shld know, we cant meet ur standard of hip-hop and we are CHINESE DANCERS, so naturally we will be cheena, well, we wanted to learn frm international and hopefully it will have some use. but you rejected our ideas and claim that we dint contribute. you know how it feels. of cos, u sure feel frustrated but wadever action we come up u will reject right, u have ur own style and u want it that way. so whats the point? well, for us the ordinary what we wanted was the dance to go on smoothly. changing of song is impossible now . no more time, we still have 2 mins plus to choreograph and plus some modifying and perfecting a dance. we use how much efforts and time to choreograph that 1 min and u say thats not a lot, so u are trying to tell us what we have done in the hols are in vain? and is part of our efforts too.at least minority. promise after today, when the clock strikes 12, we would continue with the dance with the top passion and ideas to allow everyone to enjoy and make tchers day dance sucessful. its our last year, make it memorable with happiness and the feeling of sastifaction. i shall forget what happen on 27/6 frm 4-6 when the clock strikes 12.
and devils, may smiles returned to your face.
CHEER UP !

2008-06-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

just have a few minutes to update my boring blog of quizzes.
alright, school started, troubles started and having a headache soon

well new things like chinese history for LE
and SS luh. ok luh not badd.
erm anyway all projects are done ! wohho.
like a bag of stones out of me (:

well, sch is still boring with occassional laughs
and frequent silence.
i just realise whats between us is purely CRAP
theres really nothing is common to talk about
no to say communicate can.
so wad frens are for? frens are for binding and un-binding.
just seems gloomy after a month of thoughts.
i decided to stop deceiving myself. well, no topic = meaningless.
crap doesnt mean anything cos is meaningless.

oh ya, one more thing, wad u all saying now is totally not true can
dun go too far.
i dint say anyth doesnt mean i dun mind or i dun care
everyone has its own limits, if you dun cross mine
i am perfectly fine.
but whn this stuff got spreading arnd like some contagious diseases.
you know, ruined my self-esteem.

ps: have to sound damn serious cos if i merely put "lol" u all wont take it seriously right.
so have no choice. (:

2008-06-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

1.WHEN WILL THE SUN NOT SHINE AND WHEN WILL THE WORLD END?
the sun wunt shine when i die, the world will end when mother earth give up

2. WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST NOW?
i wan the sch to close right now.

3. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
erm, no comments

4. DO YOU HATE YOUR FRIENDS SOMETIMES?
no lah. siao hate

5. WHEN DO YOU WISH TO DIE?
when i fufill all my goals and wishes

6. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SEEING A RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN?
is a truth right? wad believe also not myth -.-

7. WHAT IMPOSSIBLE THINGS U WOULD WISH TO DO?
take a jourmey arnd the universe

8. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ETERNITY LOVE?
noo, nothing lasts forever.

9. HAVE YOU BROKEN SOMEONE HEART THAT HE/SHE TRIED TO COMIT SUICIDE?
no luh, i so kind one. haha kidding

10. WHAT FEELING DO YOU LOVE MOST?
the happiness in me (:

11. WHAT ARE THE REQUIREMENTS THAT YOU WISH FROM YOUR OTHER HALF?
understanding blah nlah, i dun like muscular ppl i mean those bulge out like goldfish eyes that kind. looks unpleasant and scary

12. WHAT FEELING DO YOU HATE THE MOST?
speechless esp when oral

13. DO YOU CHERISH EVERY SINGLE FRIENDSHIP OF YOURS?
yepp, but hard to balance.

14. IS THERE ANYTHING YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKs?
erm can i say sch days? the fun i suppose

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE?
family & frens

16. WHO DO YOU HOPE TO BE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU?
my mummy daddy and grandparents !!

17. DO YOU FIND LIFE MEANINGLESS?
no it is meaningful.

18. WHO DO YOU LOVE THE MOST?
my family

19. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON YOU SLAPPED?
eh my brother. hahahs.

(add)20. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING NOW?
thinking that sch re-opening soon ):

INSTRUCTIONS: REMOVE 1 QUESTION FROM ABOVE, AND ADD IN YOUR PERSONAL QUESTION,
THEN TAG 8 PEOPLE IN YOUR LIST, LIST THEM OUT AT THE END OF THIS POST.
NOTIFY THEM IN THEIR CHATBOX THAT HE/SHE HAS BEEN TAGGED.
WHOEVER DOES THE TAG WILL HAVE A BLESSING FROM ALL

lazy tagg lor. just take the quiz if u want.

haiz boring !

2008-06-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

thats the condo pool. so cool right. OMG

now wad, oral finish and i am done for it
i was so stunned and my english like break into millions de broken english
and thanks evangeline !! my translation super (:
at least i can excel on that -.-
ok holidays are ending and sch are re-opening
the thought of it irks me luh.
i haven slept engh, ate engh, play engh.
TIME is just NOT ENOUGH.
just to think that tests , exams and hw will come rolling down to us
chemistry daily test will drive me crazy.
oh my, why there will be schling on earth,=,
cant we be ancient. its too late to say anything
its our fate to study and become a CHAMPION?!
thats what ppl sayy.

ok the best project ever done is BIO
omg damn nice can.
thanks to the mysterious balloon. (:

alright, somemore hw left.
finishing yayhooo!!

bye to holidays!

2008-06-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

damn it, tmr is oral
tell you wad i will do,
scared to death, best faint before i enter the examination hall -.-
hope everything go seriously well tmr..

well, anw we did marvellous thing tdy
like choosing the SUPERRR BIG board. -.-
it has many many disadvantages,
1st it blocks ppl when ppl watch tv
2nd jam the whole escalator
3rd diffculties in moving arnd
4th people always very curious den ask u wad is that for
5th u dun know wad the answer
so 1st option : laugh
2nd option : -.-

HAHAA.
so did alvelous structure at ZW house
condo leh, shall post the pic up soon
hmmm cant blog more.
gotta study for oral

i last minute hug buddha leg
haha, my translation A right
so u can predict my fantanstic oral marks from
mrs raja !!! omg

quiz

2008-06-13T11:59:00.002+08:00

Alright, here's a quiz :D

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
turn him into ashes or fly him to pluto

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
make study stuff easier to score and pass with flying colours

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
wedding at the skies :D impossible. so wedding is impossible for me ): haha.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
of cos, who will be sure and confirmed what u would be like in the future

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
i just realise i dunno, crappy

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone :D

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
till i am unblind from love

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
give up duh, dun cling on when things are not yours

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
something, that seem to have no expln

#10. Is being tagged fun?
er better than none

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
earning bucks (:

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family, friends and DEVILRINAS !

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
pretty, charming [ like guy leh ] and gt big eyes

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
depends lor, what if ur husband id violent de?

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
eat breakfast !

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
nope, leave some for myself and others like family & frens

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
very dilema right, my mum used to tell me to shake off both

#18. What type of friends do you like?
frens that aree... sincerely wan to be frens with me ! :DD

#19. What type of friends do you dislike
ayy, scary ones.

tagged by: wenzi

8 lucky/unlucky ppl : xue er , venessa, evangeline, regina , tingyu , laywen, shimin , vivian

dint tagged devils cos tagged by wenzi alrdy !

2008-06-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

the start off the journey to the zoological gardens,
look at this picture hard. :D
kidding, there's nth

ok well, thats xe favourite. anw they are so cute

fyi, thats the sealion that make me wet, sticky and stinky.

aslan ! haha. lol, hw i hope he can talk

the blue-tongue creatures. one is drooling

erm, sry a lame pic.

thats the fengs!

right to left : [ xiao feng, zhong feng and da feng ! ]

its artistic rights. say yes. haha

er. hh like abit siao haha

alright today is 9 june.
nice weather, met ginette at busstop arnd 735 & i was 005 late. (:
went there den so little ppl lor.
den wait wait wait, den the fengs went to walk arnd
walk arnd = mrning exercise
den took 138 to zoo liao.
den we girls squeeze behind doing nth
while the guys psp-ing.
den along the way got THREE shuai sporty guys.
the first two like uncles, the last one damn cool
den xe and evan =despo keep screaming
until ppl diao them HAHA

den reached zoo, gt into the zoo for just 3 plus ! :D
i feel sad fer the rest
LOL had a fun time smelling poo poo.
went animal show, whr the seal lion splashed water like siao at us
the water is sticky de luh, and it stinks can.
went to playgrnd there, got pool.
for children, den got one cute girl hold barbie doll and splashed water at us
den we keep splashing each other. heeshees.
i think wh and ven had a fun time playing the slides. LOL

den went arnd smelling poo poo
& we spot someone.
shant elaborate
went amk hub for lunch.
after that go watched moviees at jubilee.
we dint even knw what we are doing.

err.evan jas and ali :
wheres our 40 cents? haha
make us travel dwn for nth hehe.
ok la, fun time in cinemaaa
den went home feeling so ache.
thats all. (:

2008-06-09T20:47:00.006+08:00

ladies and gentlemans, i present you the

BIRTHDAY GIRL !

tada **

i dunno why must i end off with this photo :X haha

2008-06-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

hahahaha, 7 june girl is old now !
hahahaha, just have to bear somemore to
the date of 1 july
so the 1 july 93 girl wont sour & attack me more.

its kinda late, after importing all 6 junee pictures..

it will be up reaal soon
& wats more thrilling
i am watching NARNIA tml !!

ohmygoshh.
& class blog getting vulgar-ree

devils, haha pictures will be up soon.
uploaded in : devilrinas blog & my blog
feel free grabbbing lotsa photos. ((:

a nice 6 june,
i wish for a sunny 9 june
& a hardworking june holiday.
regina u must go, did i offically lose my bets?

LOVES to bday girl, family,devils, p-gfs & MYSELF !!!
EURO 2008 !

2008-06-05T22:07:00.003+08:00

life is misty. like i am blinded by the reality

today wnt to do project @ compass again

congratulations! we finished it (:

den after that go dating

den think we dating is full of craps de.

bought lotsa things. i bet she will be touched

the 7 june girl.

we look arnd like despo ppl.

managed to hit a very very nice amount

thanks to me & date.

anw, the date is funny. very funny..

date: tsk.

tmr is 6 JUNE! LOVE IT

more dates are coming upp. !

bring ur own bag day

2008-06-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

how i hope tdy CIP venue is here (:

and yes, its not here. -.-

today need go sch, having bring your own bag day activity

formed grps and head for hougang avenue 4 blk 682

de NTUC.
we reached den we were like -.- ok.

den we suppose to look for mr raymond chow. LOL !

& he seem to slack.

we were told he will nt be here until afternoon. SLACKER.

walked arnd to see who brought their own reusable bag.

like none seem to care.

as today onwards every wednesday need to bring own bag ma.

den me and denyse need do survey

survey = interview ppl.

goshh, denyse is pro & luck she ask one all ok

den i ask :

DENYSE: that one look friendly

ME: err. ok

ME : ( in chinese ) can u spare me a few minutes? i am doind a survey regarding bring your own bag day.

( she look at me )

HER: i no time luh. go away ! ( in chinese )

ME: stunned. silence--------- thank you.

i told that to my mum too.

anw i ask like 5 all say NO in rows LOL

den i was like PC liao

den denyse do all the job

( evil laugh)

ate lunchh and continue

den more lucks (:

we did like a few only

jeannie was more sucessful

but to be honest

there are ppl that are reaaaaal friendly

a malay auntie ! so friendly !

i bet she loves the environment

& knw wad our survey form

de column gender all F

den we despo looking for M

haha.

conclusion:

food brings lucks ! (:

and males dun go shopping on wednesday

2008-06-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

haha, NARNIAAAAAAA!!

xe and me is looking frwd only -.-

anyone is interested. ? hmmm?

well, just finish the research and re-editing

of maths project. a very tedious task

now i ache frm my backbone to legs.

CRACK CRACK

feel much much better.

okay. 6 juneee is coming !!

looking damn forward to it.

idiana jones's son is cute !

anw the movie is worth watching.

very very niiceee.. like all other hero's show

this is similar to world treasure hunt

if anyone have watched it.

bio project and science not started yet

and yes. the hw on my desk

are collecting rust and dust

starting soon very soon.

enjoyed slacking for 1 week (:

2008-05-30T22:26:00.005+08:00

IDIANA JONES (:

watching this tmr, watch this on the TV, series 3 i guess

i find it quite hillarious so i decided to watch it again.

but, afterall, my target is NARNIA :D

today went to compass to eat jacks

with uncle,grandma & mum.

den went to shop arnd.

decided to go chinatown th- OG.

my grandma is absolutely cute de lor,

she took the pants and " like measure"

she put until her chest there

den say " why this pants so short ar?" in hokkien

den my uncle say " got ppl put their pants so high de meh?"

haha, laughing non-stop.

i go arnd OG finding exaggerate clothes for grandma

i think she quite pissed off. but she still laugh lehh

so i decided to target my mum. haha.

well, anyway. its a fun evening.

FAMILY IS THE GREATEST LOVE

2008-05-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

suppose to be up @ 7.00

i woke up @ 7.06 (:

not bad right.

HAHA !

8 meeting in compass mac with

shimin

denyse&

alicia

i know wad is our group name ler!!

IDEALISM

meaning: the belief that a perfect life/situation can be acheived !

ALICIA brought her laptop, so cute ah,

she dunno how to use one

DENYSE also, dunno how to click

ate breakfast

i guess macs de milo powder

like free

put so much. sweeeeet like siao

after muchh hours, we went up to the library

cos laptop no batt lerhh

we 12.20 den leave library

cos denyse face is like this:

haha. no offence

met sixian and yanhan at foodcourt

& qianyong mummy

regina came later

crapping as usual about yanhan's " investigate"

went to schh, i am the RED one.

DANCE,

we like until 5

we only choerograph one chorus.

so little haha, as usual crapping lorr

me and sixian

danced jazz all that

saw mummy's dance

so nice and sexy ! (:

PS: i think dancing will lead to center parting or is it only my hair

ONE MORE THING TO LAUGH,

why are u late? " i got dance !"

2008-05-27T21:23:00.002+08:00

i LOVE crapping with devils lor.

so crappy. crappy crappy.

sixian just created a poem

please call her " SHEN XIAN "
haha.

well, today not bad.

just b4 chorus..

BRING UR OWN BAG DAY

hougang supermarket!?

okay, i hope it would be funn.

a sudden ponder.

i guess i am a fool

a fool that goes arnd listening to people's woes.

a fool that believe every single thing "it" says.

i dint give a thought what is real & fake

but after, many lessons

after so many incidents,

i guess i still dont learn

& everytime i looked into the mirror

i try to forgive you.

what you had done.

& i am NOT learning.

2008-05-25T11:41:00.002+08:00

HAHA, still sick. ):
just edited the class photos.
& congrats. we all now look like some 80s dudes,
i edit using PPT -.-
hehe.
JUNE HOLIDAYS

1. lessons in sch
2. dance practices
3. projects days
4. chilled with movies
5. devils outing
6. class outing
7. holiday homework
8. revisions
9. family outings

gosh gosh, 24 hours is NEVER enough.

i know wad u are thinking
" time is fair " -.-

2008-05-24T16:24:00.002+08:00

" the torn house, just like the torn in my heart"

i just don't get my body.
WHY? during holidays i will be sick?
damn sickening lor.
always like that.

having a damn sore throat,
sounding like a man >.<
i think the bacteria is too li hai liao,
i eat the medicines like no use -.-
well, i still ran for the x-country,
perhaps WALK ? lol.

DANCES (:

finally we got 20sec of dance !!
feeling damn good. still thinking.
uhummm.. haha !!
HEADSTRONG!! (:
really crappy and funny
in studio..

BON VOVAGE! to those going CHINA (:
MUST TAKE CARE !

another passed with a sore throat.

2008-05-20T20:26:00.003+08:00

"If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see as through to forever
Where clouds roll byFor you and i
Souls in the wind
Must learnhow to bend
Seek out of star
Hold on to the end
Valley mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Somebody's praying
Please let us come home to stay"

many touching songs that can relate to the sichuan earthquake ya.
eg: ding zuo yi ge tian tang.

receive all subjects mark score liao.
stupidd english !! just 0.7 marks den can b4 liao
english ruined my report card man.
others is like nt very good lorh.
sian gt one pervert get 6A1s.
holidays gt damn lots of projects lurh !
all leader = denyse :D :D
feeling damn terrible,
sore thrt ! urgh, damn pain.
worst of all,
cannot eat ):

ALISHAN-GUNIANG (:

dance dance dance <3

2008-05-18T11:45:00.003+08:00

gonna blog about dance ! (:

friday, went to dance @ a duper late timing. haha.
den after that we were like ke siao.
dance all the dances.
started our NEW dance,
still like no jin zhan.
we were like crapping
"ai li shan de gu niang "
carry the chair arnd.
super funny lorhh, devils crawl on the floor laughing
sixian love sugarcane daddy and ta bu le ta han ! haha
OMG.

funny funny funny funny.

aspirations

2008-05-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

recently theres a advertisement,
abt citi bank.
very very GOOD

" dreams dun sleep, opportunities dont sleep, aspirations dont sleep, inspirations dun sleep, the world dun sleep, that why we work arnd the clock to turn dreams into reality"

so cool lorh !! haha

heres a part which is adopted from the song cinderella

"I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me fre
eI don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself"

" Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way
I am Don't need nobody taking care of me"

haha, manage to get a 0.4 mark in the range of b4 for english
but CA will sure pull me dwn again ):

devasting day ):

2008-05-15T21:24:00.003+08:00

a devasting day, so i thot this pic could cheer me up

i am so not going post results up
cos it just sucks
think all pass
not much As ):

days after exams

2008-05-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

getting horny, no offence to that poor guy

as the photographer, i also very pressurised leh,
cos i keep laughing

big eyes like xe, the poping out shld be HH

she is the prince?! omg

" a crap a day, makes my sorrows go away "
so we went to the DOWNTOWN mall today
it was raining heavily,
i took a bus arnd 1040
crap with HH with sms
so LAME lah

reach liao, dint see HH,
thot she bluff me.
ah den i saw her, she walk walk walk.
den just take 89,
crap alot on the way too..

actually we went arnd the mall,
thought that i was quite small.
den was like HUH? like that only?
the funniest thing is glinnis keep posing the models pattern
so funny

watched IRON MAN,
very nice lorhh,
the technology is very cool !

the truth is " i am iron man"

exams are over

2008-05-13T17:12:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!

super duper happy can.
haha. lets talk abt the papers,

english [ hope wun fail again luh ! ]
chinese [ okok lor, CA easier ]
geog [ erm, is diff de lor than our practise ]
e-maths[ paper 1 ok, paper 2 erm, DIE ]
a-maths [ inhuman paper ]
biology [ MCQ are ok the rest ER ER ER ]
chemistry [ hai hao la ]
physics [ i sure flung section c de ]

results will be out soon !
urgh, i think my heart can drop out lorh.

anw today went to XE house, oklor
sleep & scream but some laughters betwn makes it more fun (:
esp my senior citizens gang. LOL :D

went to jp eat
hmmm, tml shld be going whr?
i also dunno eh. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAREN !!

OVERALL

2008-04-20T10:12:00.003+08:00

woots, super long time no blog
reviving it now !! (:

got lotsa things to blog abt

to start off, lets talk abt the PUBLIC CONCERT (:
i am proud to say that it was quite a succesful one.
with very very minor mistakes!
to watch the DANCE video
pls go to fiona's blog.
however, the day was filled with mixed emotions.
the holding room was cramped.
so so cramped..after the band went for their rehearsals
we make the whole "double-sized" room to ourselves
& it was so cool (:
had rehearsals here & there.
& we got cheated FOUR TIMES.
haix. super angry lor.
during second half rehearsals, we waited
and we do characters like fei yu qing
xu chun mei, ru hua.
& we were laughing like shit.

& we did kallang wave for the finale ! yippe !

second.
to update about tests.
1. alpha beta test ( dint do very well -.- )
2. chemistry test ( was ok. but below mr-tien standard urgh )
3.coast test ( fairly better 0.5 marks -.- )
4. physics test ( erm, i prepare to get single digit again )

think i really cannot make it for physics luh.

thrid.
sports day

yay, 3I won the 4x100m race!
well done to isable, jean, jeannie & jun min !! (:
third for novelty RACE !!
red house is so dead can
only winnie, denyse, siow may, 3e babes & me screaming.
when it comes to chinese dance
the chinese dancers was screaming until very high leh.
so high. nvm. ahha
went to eat after that. we like take the whole KFC lah.
join 5 tables togther -.-
feel so damn fulll. & went home.

thats shld be all..

:D lucks for mid-year !

" it just seems to tele what i predicted & i got nothing to say "

emotional

2008-04-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

today was a rather "recall emotional" day

the first ever friday we had since change of time-table -.-
well, went well (: shocked when denyse say she going dance
i dun even know, i nvr prepare at all
anw i just go luh
so unglam can.
my leg was like mostly rotten
and amazingly:
i managed to go to sch
i managed to go recess
i managed to DANCE ! omg

played with juniors,
think we went too FAR
opps. so SORRY.[ pong pong ]
so senior started saying she detected problems btwn us
all the emotions of lower sec just flow bad
& it was so uncontrollable
that i CRIED.

we get PO,
we EMO,
we DETEST
thats nature. but whats most impt
FORGIVE & FORGET

totally agree with regi,
although we may feel emo,
we shldnt express it
cos we will affect others.
i duno how to cheer a person up when in unstable mood
i am really lost in the world of emotions
so many things happen.

everyday, i come to sch, it just feel so bad
my heart aching with every sight of you
what can i do?
what can i changed?
theres nothing
not a single thing.
becos of the fact,
i am not with you.
i am just nth
& i just seems like i dun understand
why u is just like that.

mend while the hole is small, yet i had no one to place my trust.

2008-04-02T21:00:00.004+08:00

POST APRIL FOOL

i dun have a single idea what this pic got to do with APRIL FOOL
haha, just find it nice (:

1 april
: got E-maths inequality test
& i am sure i will do badly
& the LOG test was seriously careless
scoring only 34 ):

:E-geog test
and i 1 question nvr do
floodplain and levees i dun even knw
plus landforms @ lowercourse
i dun even state it
& mr tan say if fail need go remedial
URGHHHH. <3

2 april
:english test
ok lah, sure kanna penalise for my grammar de
-.-
and theres no homeworkk tdy ! thats why i am blogging

THANK YOU,
JEANNIE
&
JASMINE
&
ANNABELLE

THANKS !!

my 15 birthday

2008-03-31T18:55:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;D
offically FIFTEEN
ok well, a year past

and its really SEC 3 cos i m 15 !! <3

mature luh -.-

thanks for those wishes & presents (:

& cake.

some pathethic pictures [off-scence] of my bday :D

just enjoy.

R21 card made by LOONG XUE ER :D

errrr. okay.

i love this man

all in one :D

last but no least

^ what LEAD gave me !!

well, much surprises

& felt awkward.

so thanks evryone

okok, i accept belated presents alright

just dun no present

( u know who u are )

hehee..

special thanks to AH LOONG

& happy family & co

appreciation to:

LEAD

JASMINE

stay rated ! (:

31-03-2008

2008-03-30T11:57:00.003+08:00

a celebration @ tuition centre

the cake they bought <3

SHER & me (:

ok me ! plus "blurred" tcher behind

hahas. kidding :x

thank you everyone!

specifically to

SHERMIN
ZI AI
DAWN
TCHER

THANK YOU.
very surprise.. haha
but theres nth for me to blow.

thanks & loves!!

2008-03-28T22:02:00.007+08:00

61 anniversay nan chiau
28032008

some shots taken after performance

candid shot

weird hahas

HAHA. <3 lead & mech

serious lah take 1

gt one ppl emo behind ):

well, today is school's anniversary
so theres no school (:
woke up at only 10 hehex
sleep until shuang..
wake up find things to eat den play PSP.
pack things & started to do hw

i see wrong time den think gt alot of time den slowly do
when i realise it,
it was alrdy 2
& i suppose to meet the DEVILS arnd 3 ?
so i told denyse i am going to be late

i waited for 156 arnd 15 mins still haven come
den my uncle taxi pass by
and also wan go compass den i just shun bian take lorh
so i 3.15 reach le
so not so bad

went to school arnd 4 lerh
den we prepare luhh.
practise .
and ms tan bought us
MC chicken
thank you !! :D
ate & performed. haha
not bad though

took pics & went home

nice & fun day with discussions of *************

add

2008-03-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

ok i had enough and tired abt those being EXTRA thingy.
so what i am going to do.
stop feeling extra and i promise to smile frm my bottom of my heart YEAH!!
i know things change but i am willing to accept
for a moment, i felt great [ opps ] sorry !!
LOVE ALL OF YOU ALOT !

anyway due to my KPO, my mood just went down
1. i type my name in search engine &
pop-ed gt one is like this -.-

"gt one gal vry qian bian...she lyk gt nth to do then find ppl to quarrell...siao siao...for ur information...she is khaiyin..heard tat alot of ppl wan to beat her...well..gt nth to ... "

nothing to hide from, find it so. nvm
just forget about it. (:

its OVER

before birthday

2008-03-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

oh it will just into 2 weeks & i would be 1 year older ):

ok let me ASSUME that gt ppl wan buy present for me lah [ alth i knw impossible ]

hahahs.

so this post will be purely crapping
but the contents are true

thats oreo cheese cake. looks yummy right. :D

refrain from buying soft toys
cos i am not so "young" anymore
and my hse de soft toys is higher than mount everest liao

new life

2008-03-16T19:58:00.003+08:00

woosh and its MARCH.

for 3 months i really dunno how i survived it through.
i have seen the incredible results 3i can produce.
so mine sucks -.-
so i need add 1 tonn of OIL not TRANS FAT

hoildays just seems perfect to me
cos i thot
holidays = sleep, eat, play
but i think i guess too naive (having or showing a lack of experience, judgment, or information; credulous:)

holidays are even busier than schools days.
take a close look
1. english 5 research articles
2. chinese zuo wen x1
3.physic TYS
4.bio TYS essay questions
5. bio workbbok x2
6.chem TYS
7.e.geog MAP EXTRACT -.- x2
8.A maths ( 3.1,3.2,3.3 )
9. A maths wrksht
10. E maths self learn (4.1)
11. nclez x3

LIKE SIAO can, excuse me holiday ONE WEEK LEH
not ONE YEAR.

today got KJK,
was like doing those strectching things.
awww and i am so hard like some rock.

i am just so sorry

2008-03-10T20:34:00.017+08:00

10 MARCH 2008

oh my gosh, it stinks !!

group photos. BABES man. except me. [ its obvious ]

the process is damn FUNNY (:

trying to learn some pose? haha

we want take picture with MS ! [ no offence]

this is even lamer !! haha

POW 1, front version

turn to your RIGHT. pow 2

FACE the BACK. pow 3

TURN to your LEFT. POW 4

MOVIE outing

today we went to VIVO to watch L CHANGE THE WORLD.

we eat in compass, den went to there,

we still there saying sure got seats de lah

cos L shown in theatres long engh alrdy

shld be everyone watch le lorh

den we 1.55 reached,

chiong den the person say FULL HOUSE

actually wan chiong to orchard cineleisure

but think also will full house de lah

so decided to stay..

wanted to watch either LEAP YEARS/ WATER HORSE

but time slots only 4 plus.

den HUI need to rush fer tuition mah

so cannnot.

found the show 10,000 BC

1540 hours.. so just watched that one lor.

went arnd VIVO, bought haagen dazs again (:

then we went outside to take photos (: [ shouting like mad ]

went toilets took photos toom (:

actually there got cows

den want put pose shw that we milking the cow

but so many ppl

we dun dare lurhs

HAHA, the movie was okay lahh

alot of funny things

& its lame

"we keep insisting that things will not change and would nvr change, but in reality it did change and changed drastically . bluntly, we cannot accept the reality."

blogthings

2008-03-09T11:21:00.003+08:00

heres an interesting thing i found. (:

although i type in super alot of names and it says ALMOST the same thing lurh. -.-

anyway just wanna share with u all

What Khai Yin Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

holiday

2008-03-08T16:43:00.006+08:00

HOLIDAYS always dun seem like so leh,

full of work man. sian.

holiday homework!

remedial lessons

dance lessons

frens hang-out

oh my gosh. its a stress-filled & fun-filled week.

advantage: pictures to upload (: i predict sure gt alot of pictures one.

i will bring my digi CAM. and we need GER the editor.

gosh. i really miss all of you. DO COME ALONG

hidden away

2008-03-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

HIDDEN IDENTITY

i am not sure whether i am thinking too much or wad, somehow i feel that we would nvr take such pictures again. even so, our smiles will change.

alright, end of term 1. well, a stressful term. ): its CA1 and its so stressful. not sure how to pull through the rest of the year.
today mr tan told us that he is staying because of the sec 3s, quite touching lurh. supposingly is we cry but his face like want to cry lah. but for guys, no tears. haha.
alot of things happened this week
everyone feel emo, be it in CLASS, EX-CLASS and even DANCE.
theres no where i can forget my sorrows.
anyway. XXX told me sth so i m replying him/her.

dearest XXX,
you must be surprise why i blogged it. so sorry but u have 100% confident in me den ur identity will be 100% confidential. sorry cos i need to save up for those mushy stuffs. you sms-ed me telling me ur troubles. i seriously not a good counselor , i dun know how to counsel ppl de lah. forgive me alright. i guess you had to just tolerate them and i guess they mean no harm. i understand ur feelings, everyone had its own limits they migh excede ur limits but just try to forgive and forget bah. thats wad frens are for( remembering you telling me that ). thats why god set up challenges and allow us to have friends for. these issues are common among frens, clear all misunderstandings and it will be alright.

I really do not wish to see anyone falling out of the clique, perhaps u all got a new name? or forgotten that this clique ever existed. however, for me, seriously have this clique is one of the happiest moments in my nchs life. i would nvr forget how we laughed together and studied together and being my moral support (: i dun denied that we distanced, but believe me our hearts still beat as one. the special bond btwn us are unbreakable. I missed everything that got to do with you all, you would never know how much it breaks my heart when i realised that i couldnt be with you all. you know how much courage it takes to let go of you all? i had no choice i had to let go, i cant be so selfish and let u all suffer with me. i rather suffer myself. i willing to. my heart is in 2 pieces, dun break it further with empty promises anymore. i just want to see you all smile that naturally again. hoping i had a chance to smile with you all..

LOVES & MISSES,

khaiyin (:

LIFE GOES ON EVEN WITH A BROKEN HEART AND DRIED TEARS

fire @ coffeshop

2008-03-02T17:59:00.003+08:00

LIVE @ fire scence !

pls ignore all the talkings & sorry fer the unsteadyness (:

fire venue: blk 214 ( coffeshop )

100% FRESHH.

29 feb 08 ( leap year )

2008-02-29T22:45:00.001+08:00

class pictures (:

venessa & me. i know i look like some shit beside a swan (:

oh well its a leap year !

with 29 feb 08 (:

started the special day very emo,
cos dint do well for physics.
so, dunno lurhs.
what can i do ?

chinese watched some wushu movie like huo yuan jia?
quite nice leh !! hahha
recess heard that 3e gt higher? not sure..

maths, chiong ex2.7
den do filing..
e-maths and a-maths somemore
den got eng. practically chiong maths
cos of the class photo taking session lah,
make me chiong like siao.
den got bio SPA briefing &
some crazy gurls came and pull me all the way to 3E

i can walk myself right.
screaming all the way ?
nvm, they like to attract some attention
den i their "attraction OBJECT"
wadver..

got dance. dance 3 diff items
continue with filing til 6.30 lah !

den went home go bishan eat dinner (:

a special date,
khaiyin

"Just spare me from those hurt and empty promises"

common test ):

2008-02-27T17:40:00.003+08:00

camp photos (:
really enjoyable
toilet sucks !!
hahha.. this is the class pics. i look horrible. haas
can cancel away my face anyone??

common test week
oh man. shitty. its finally end of common test ! means i can sleep at 10. (:

but my mind is just filled with all the carelessness i make lah.

lets talk abt it one by one.

e.maths [ was ok, do-able was super careless ] (41)

english [ zzzz. i failed !! 21/50 ): ]

chinese [ ok ok lurh. think 59/70? ]

elective geog [ erm, i lost 7 marks not engh time do ]

physics [ die lurh. a lot wrng le ]

a-maths [ it was super hard luh, cant do de ]

biology [ paper ok, i careless again ]

chemistry[i feel that i let the class dwn, i think i cant fufilled the 42 mark. its like i 6 marks confirm gone liao ] how how? i dunno how leh. omg...

today eat @ jacks place with the 2e babes. going with them demoralise me more >.<
wa it is like i recess den know go jacks place eat
i got $10 frm mummy to top up ez-link card
see la, i scarifice my ez-link card lehh. ):
i so good lorh. haha

went home. den my mum call me say our house nearby coffeeshop on fire
the coffeshop was like black smoke luh. got one family trapped.
they so cute say:
" ask the fireman come save us leh ! "
haha. the coffeeshop simply bursts into flames.
my block oppo the coffeeshop only. my house also misty & smelly
we stand there watch somemore.
wa den the aunties talk talk talk.
waste my time for sleeping
actually the coffeeshop need some renovation too (:
perhaps a better reason?
lucky no gas explosion, or else i think i in hospital now.

i think he is still around, looking after us

- it could be a minute of glance at you, i feel contented (:
" i hope you are still arnd" i really miss youu.

for those who cared

2008-02-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

just happen to pass by a ex-clsmate blog
infact, very touched

so where shld i start?
firstly, i dun have a mind of leaving u all.
it is like there are tons of u & ONE of me.
my misses for u all is uncontrollable.
u all are everything to me when i came alone to this sch when i was sec 1
i had one pri sch mates which i truthfully say we arent close.
our bonds grew. these 2 years. life was happy.
i just dunno luh, whenever i am with u all.
like out of sudden i dun know hw to cut into ur topic
sumtyms u all say sth funny, den i also dunno wad.
( some things hear nt funny, see den funny ) so not blaming lah
i dun find it funny but just laugh along.
dint wan to spoil ur de mood.
passing by ur de class makes me smiles
and how i hope i could be in there.
but being a 15 yr old child.
i shld know. whats belong to me and whats not.
oh ya so.
i need u all de understanding

& so i offended and pissed everyone off le.
dunno what i am doing luh
but i anit happy,
dunno dunnoo DUNNO !

2008-02-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

random

my uncle's dog.so stink lah. stinko (:

yay. zhunie ! ! who knows. she knows

this week so busy.. filled with tests leh. omg!
monday & tuesday chinese ( flunked )
wednesday:a maths ( flunked super careless )
thursday: chem & bio & eng ( wa.. no mood to read questions. so lucks to me )
friday: elect geog ( flunked liao lah. the mr tan so evil de lorh )

liddat treat us. wad RGS. if we got the tiao jian we still in nchs meh.
weird thinking.
dance, dance, danced

no mood blog le.

sungei buloh trip :D

2008-01-28T17:06:00.000+08:00

sungei buloh trip :D

on the way to school.. last time sitting in
the green matrix car ):

here we are...

mudskipper! can u spot it ? damn easy

see the super long tail!? montior lizard

nice brezze plus view

look extremely obscene :D hehehh..

( just these.. lazy upload )

went to sungei buloh on saturday 26 jan 08,
early in the morning.
went there to look at the mangrove forests.
the roots are interesting ..
plus the mosquitos are real irritating. alot of them !!
went in the first thing we see is the monitor lizard swimming in the pondd.
first sight. everyone was like WOW.
follow on the way. we saw many. so nth much
whats more. i saw 3 to 4 squirrels ! :D
cute with bushy tails. crap alot lurh.

hmm anyway. friday ** they all walked past 3I
and saw the birthday chart.
& they say i "betrayer"
and they were like shouting.
oh ya. i dun see it as a joke.
hey ppl, you all dun feel/ know the strong meaning behind betray
i dint not backstab alright, and 3E dint mention to me that theirs was copyrighted.
& wadever. decided nt to talk to them.
everyone has their own unique birthday.
so betrayer AS IN? damn pissed off.
if u wan me to take it down just say.
PLUS a good expln.( forget abt it )
so why cant i do a bday chart?

shop for new yr clothes during the weekend.

monday
truly a bad day & moody.
have chinese test.
ok i have sweaty palms so wad!?
i cant help it too right.
chop off my hands?
alright. digusting girl.
ya right. damn digusting.
i know ppl hands are smooth and nice. i wished it too.
damn hurting. -.- i knew it well u aint joking
( takes a while to. ) hmmm ..

during recess,
sat with regi they all.
nth to talk. dun feel like talking..
they always talk abt their topic.
so i got nth to say.
whenever recess/ after school.
i see some of my classmates frens waiting outside
so sweet..
but the miracle nvr came for me.
decided to go up first. cos if i wait for them.
in the end they will also take a diff path.

after school,
ate with alicia :D and denyse :D
sat behind xe they all ..
meldon was there crapping. cant be bothered.
heard they suddenly say BHB LAH
meldon like say come on lah, go I class sure bhb de meh?
i think i heard regi say " ben lai jiu shi "
so thats what they think.

so my life just ends here,

( purely my own opinion, sorry if offended. i just want to vent those emotions out, pls understand, once i closed i forget everything )